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I feel like i am always playing catch up, that i am always behind, or out of the loop. pre calc for example. i know i know the material,.. i have done it before.... ages ago.. but i feel like i just cant remember. i constainly feel like the stupidest person on campus... never competent. i cant even spell. selfesteem is definatly lacking. no one believes in me.. atleast not when it involves the military. so i am stupid and weak. great. i have way too much homework to even be wasting time updating my journal,.. but i need a break before band. Addisons now on my bad side...i'll leave it at that. if he wants back on my good side, he'll talk with me.
i like uga, its so much harder though. will i ever graduate? maybe, maybe not. i need hope. the only people who believe in me over here is the ROTC. Some people back home have faith in me,.. others dont.
i have 45mins til band and i am hungry... i'll update more later i guess.
i like uga, its so much harder though. will i ever graduate? maybe, maybe not. i need hope. the only people who believe in me over here is the ROTC. Some people back home have faith in me,.. others dont.
i have 45mins til band and i am hungry... i'll update more later i guess.