"Life's short - dance naked!!!" ~TinkerBell
I swear. . . I'm gonna cry. . . I've wanted to cry for the past two days straight. . . I don't think there was one time within the last 48 hours that I haven't been pissed. Lemme explain -
This guy I like. . . that only May, Milagros, Monica, and Ashley know about. . . were suppossed to meet each other (a 'date' as May says) on Thursday, but he wasn't there. . . then yesterday, we were suppossed to meet again, buh he wasn't there either. I don't wanna call him, cause I don't know what I would say, and I don't want those akward silences, and I don't want him to think I like him in an obsessive way. I've e-mailed him, but he hasn't e-mailed me back, and I don't want to e-mail him again, cause I don't want him to think I'm stalking him. But I haven't IM'ed him, cause he hasn't been online when I was home, even though he read my e-mail when I was in the shower this morning. So that sux.
Samantha is moving this summer. . . that by itself I almost cryed about - she told me in school, and I DID NOT want to cry there especially - but she told me yesterday that her mom was leaving for Michigan that night. Today, I went to Kelly's baby shower (she's a woman from my church who is about 8 months pregnant) at Jan's house. Samantha was suppossed to move in with Jan for a couple weeks, or until her Grandma Cox came down from Arizona to watch them until they moved up too. But instead, they moved into the Stone's house. . .four girls all under 4th grade. Both she and Alex were going to move in to Jan's house today, because Michelle (her mom) left last night. But I was talking to Jan today at the baby shower. . .it was at her house - she was hosting it - so I figured she would be there. . .
Me: Is Samantha here?
Jan: No, she's at the other Michelle's house (Michelle is the mother of 4 girls). It turns out that she's NOT going to live here at all. . . Alex was soooo mad.
Me: *sigh*
Jan: How do you feel?
Me: . . .
Jan: It sucks.
Me: Yeah. . . it does.
Jan: Yeah. . . it sucks.
I swear. . . I was going to cry for an hour. . . I just couldn't believe it. I was basically pissed.
This guy I like. . . that only May, Milagros, Monica, and Ashley know about. . . were suppossed to meet each other (a 'date' as May says) on Thursday, but he wasn't there. . . then yesterday, we were suppossed to meet again, buh he wasn't there either. I don't wanna call him, cause I don't know what I would say, and I don't want those akward silences, and I don't want him to think I like him in an obsessive way. I've e-mailed him, but he hasn't e-mailed me back, and I don't want to e-mail him again, cause I don't want him to think I'm stalking him. But I haven't IM'ed him, cause he hasn't been online when I was home, even though he read my e-mail when I was in the shower this morning. So that sux.
Samantha is moving this summer. . . that by itself I almost cryed about - she told me in school, and I DID NOT want to cry there especially - but she told me yesterday that her mom was leaving for Michigan that night. Today, I went to Kelly's baby shower (she's a woman from my church who is about 8 months pregnant) at Jan's house. Samantha was suppossed to move in with Jan for a couple weeks, or until her Grandma Cox came down from Arizona to watch them until they moved up too. But instead, they moved into the Stone's house. . .four girls all under 4th grade. Both she and Alex were going to move in to Jan's house today, because Michelle (her mom) left last night. But I was talking to Jan today at the baby shower. . .it was at her house - she was hosting it - so I figured she would be there. . .
Me: Is Samantha here?
Jan: No, she's at the other Michelle's house (Michelle is the mother of 4 girls). It turns out that she's NOT going to live here at all. . . Alex was soooo mad.
Me: *sigh*
Jan: How do you feel?
Me: . . .
Jan: It sucks.
Me: Yeah. . . it does.
Jan: Yeah. . . it sucks.
I swear. . . I was going to cry for an hour. . . I just couldn't believe it. I was basically pissed.