Apr 06, 2005 01:16
Eric and i are spending alot more time together good i don't really know because i don't really understand what he is trying to do ... I love that he just shines his beautiful eyes on me with his look and i melt what the hell is wrong with me?? I feel retarted wanting him the way i do but i don't know anymore he confuses me he puts me up there makes me feel wonderful and fabulose and then brings me right back down with one easy tugg i don't know if i really like that ... Yeah Mike hmmm ummmm he made me know i can have a new CRUSH but i don't really know about him ... He's a bad boy and i think thats kind of what sucked me in! I might be going back up there this week end and i am really excited because i really miss my cousin Stacie and everything and i wanna have fun like i did over Sprong break with her again ... I don't know maybe this week end will show me if Mike the new thing is good for me or if Eric is something i should leave alone and give him time to release what he needs which he is sposed to think is me lol fairly confused my him at the moment but hopefully that changes soon lol!! Well my break is finally over lol so this is what i did on my very very exciting break
THURSDAY- hung out with May and Melissa and went to the movies and saw *white noice* which i thought was very scarey but you know we i am a scaredy cat lol
FRIDAY- i sat at home bored again like always lol but i talked to May so it wasn't that bad i thought i was going to die of boredum lol
SATURDAY- i went to a party with Sandy, Lacy, Alissa, Jakie, and Angelica i got really trashed and then we went to Alissa's i think that was her house then i went home at 4 for lol (some of you know why hehe)
SUNDAY- i had a hang over not that bad though went to my Grandma's and then i went to my cousin's house were i met a totaly HOT guy named Ian lol that was an interesting night not really though i drank to take my head ack away and then me and my cousin spent the whole night talking like the good old times
MONDAY- i was still staying at my cousin's house and basically we spent the day sleeping and then at 8 we went to Ian's house for a while were i met MIKE heheh which was good lol then we went to my cousin Becky's house to spend the night me, my cousin Stacie, Carrie, Mike(pig), and Mike!! that night was good don't think dirty nothing like that happened you sickos lol
TUESDAY- went home for a little while and then i went back out to my cousin Stacie's house again and thats wehn we went to Will's house and everything then me, Stacie, and Carrie went back to my cousin becky's house to spend the night again
WEDUSDAY- we went to my cousins house for a while helped Becky move out of her apartment and this night i made sure i saw MIKE again lol Dana came to hang out with us becuase she just got back from a warm place lol and we went a picked up Mike and everything and then i got really drunk and he was being a dush bag to JAKE was my bf that night lol (so the old man would leave me alone) i think he liked that it was cute like awwwww but then that night i cuddled with MIKE again but i was pissed but oh well
THURSDAY- then i went home at about 12 which kind of sucked but then Eric and me hung out and he was all kissy huggy which was good kind of i guess lol
FRIDAY- hung out with May and we talked about everything and then watched *Shall we dance* wich was a really good movie i liked it alot this night i figured alot out
SATURDAY- made a me and myself day and did my nails and sat around and moistured and shaved my legs and all that good stuff and i liked it
SUNDAY- hung out with May for a little while when we golfed and then Eric and i watched his niece and nefew and watched some movies together and watched some tv at his house which was alot of fun ;)
MONDAY- i got sick and everything and i felt like utter crap which sucked
TUESDAY- still sick and everything but Eric came over that night and picked me up and we drove around for a little while which made my day a little better i was HAPPY :)
LOVE >><<33*Jennifer*