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I baked a cake today. Betty crocker style. Yeah, I guess you can say that. Come to think of something random: I didn't get to give Jimmy his hat back & I feel kind of bad about that.
I think tomorrow I'm going to buy a week or two of tanning, as gay as that sounds. I'm pale as hell. At least I can be FAT & TAN instead of FAT & PALE. Things are looking up for me, well probably not. At least tomorrow I rescheduled plans & even got a pinky promise out of the deal. I don't know what I'm expecting from any of this. Actually I'm not expecting anything so I don't even know why I'm going to put myself in such an awkward position. I'm pretty stupid sometimes. But at least It's not me, I don't call people to initiate anything. I'm bad with that sort of shit. Plus, I hate talking on the phone to people I don't have anything to say to, It's just weird.
I want to lay upstairs, fall asleep while listening to Bright Eyes. That just wont happen, Thank god I'm an insomniac, I mean really. Thank you!
I think tomorrow I'm going to buy a week or two of tanning, as gay as that sounds. I'm pale as hell. At least I can be FAT & TAN instead of FAT & PALE. Things are looking up for me, well probably not. At least tomorrow I rescheduled plans & even got a pinky promise out of the deal. I don't know what I'm expecting from any of this. Actually I'm not expecting anything so I don't even know why I'm going to put myself in such an awkward position. I'm pretty stupid sometimes. But at least It's not me, I don't call people to initiate anything. I'm bad with that sort of shit. Plus, I hate talking on the phone to people I don't have anything to say to, It's just weird.
I want to lay upstairs, fall asleep while listening to Bright Eyes. That just wont happen, Thank god I'm an insomniac, I mean really. Thank you!