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maaann, everybodys so fucking down lately. I should have taken too many sudafed and watched lifetime movies, so maybe I can understand the way you all feel. no ones happy, they've all got something to bitch about. It's like they're constantly pushing people away but they still need you there "just to talk". heyyy, but only when theyre at their worst. right? thats when people start calling you. I dont know if this even makes sense, because It's a little too late and I'm a little too cold to care. I mean that temperature(i always have trouble spelling that word) wise, not in the personality aspect.
I listen to r&b by myself at night, mostly because no one else really ever listens to r&b. at least no one I relate with. I have to make a bunch of cds so we can listen to something good while were drunkkkkkkk. Isn't that all we do anymore? go to school, get fucked up, watch mtv, eat, sleep. not always in that order. life is just a replay! Haha. at least it's a good one.
My mom brought me a cross-word puzzle book and I havent even done one, GOOD FUCKING JOB. It's so late and I've long run out of ginuwine songs to play. oh yeah, and off the r&b topic, I've listened to this one bone thugs song like nine times.
I never really write for anyone else anymore. I mean, that sounds stupid. I never really WROTE FOR anybody, persay...but like, wtf why am I still talking? Ugh. It' s really every thought in my head coming out the exact same way it comes out in my brain. I'm so inconsiderate with my writing. ahjdkah, shiiiiiiiit.
Anyhow. Tomorrow I'm starting my diet. I'm going to be strict & actually get it right. Well, I hope. Bc I'm awful sick of being fat.
http://www.cabbage-soup-diet.com/
I think I hear my phone ringing, but I'm not too sure?
I listen to r&b by myself at night, mostly because no one else really ever listens to r&b. at least no one I relate with. I have to make a bunch of cds so we can listen to something good while were drunkkkkkkk. Isn't that all we do anymore? go to school, get fucked up, watch mtv, eat, sleep. not always in that order. life is just a replay! Haha. at least it's a good one.
My mom brought me a cross-word puzzle book and I havent even done one, GOOD FUCKING JOB. It's so late and I've long run out of ginuwine songs to play. oh yeah, and off the r&b topic, I've listened to this one bone thugs song like nine times.
I never really write for anyone else anymore. I mean, that sounds stupid. I never really WROTE FOR anybody, persay...but like, wtf why am I still talking? Ugh. It' s really every thought in my head coming out the exact same way it comes out in my brain. I'm so inconsiderate with my writing. ahjdkah, shiiiiiiiit.
Anyhow. Tomorrow I'm starting my diet. I'm going to be strict & actually get it right. Well, I hope. Bc I'm awful sick of being fat.
http://www.cabbage-soup-diet.com/
I think I hear my phone ringing, but I'm not too sure?