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so for the second night in the row Im kinda tispy so dont mind if I dont speell thing right.
anyway today I founf out that my mom has some kind of embolism. I dont know anything else really except that. I freake out this morning when my sister wrote to me and told me that...thanks again katie for helping me!! it really meand a ;lot.
um....I fogot what I was aying........I have this problem wher I dont like when people care about me or worry about me...I feel seldfish and idk...once was I was in the hospital I was real mean to my mom and told her I didnt want her or anyone else around...because I feel embareessed and selfish when people worry about me. so then I cant talk about my feelings...nobody will ever know what I really feeel inside. theres this sonfg that reminfs me of me...Ill have to loojk it up.
Im loving greys but really hoping that izzie doednt die because she is my favorite and I dont want her to leave the sjow!
sadly, i am like officially broke. I had 1000 dollars like a month ago...then I went on vavcation, and also paid for my friend...that took over 500....now I am not even sure of I can bye teilight next weekend.
my sister told me on my wall that I should pray for my mom...Im not trying to sound mean, but why would I ptay? thats obvious hypocrisy if an atheist prays. to me praying doesnt help...except it gives people hop eand really, Ive learned it helps me none. sorry if someone reliogous is reading this and founding me mean or something...its jusy my opinion.
Im going to go to bed soon. Im tired and yeah. brothers & sisters tomorrow yayayay! i love that show.
anyway today I founf out that my mom has some kind of embolism. I dont know anything else really except that. I freake out this morning when my sister wrote to me and told me that...thanks again katie for helping me!! it really meand a ;lot.
um....I fogot what I was aying........I have this problem wher I dont like when people care about me or worry about me...I feel seldfish and idk...once was I was in the hospital I was real mean to my mom and told her I didnt want her or anyone else around...because I feel embareessed and selfish when people worry about me. so then I cant talk about my feelings...nobody will ever know what I really feeel inside. theres this sonfg that reminfs me of me...Ill have to loojk it up.
Im loving greys but really hoping that izzie doednt die because she is my favorite and I dont want her to leave the sjow!
sadly, i am like officially broke. I had 1000 dollars like a month ago...then I went on vavcation, and also paid for my friend...that took over 500....now I am not even sure of I can bye teilight next weekend.
my sister told me on my wall that I should pray for my mom...Im not trying to sound mean, but why would I ptay? thats obvious hypocrisy if an atheist prays. to me praying doesnt help...except it gives people hop eand really, Ive learned it helps me none. sorry if someone reliogous is reading this and founding me mean or something...its jusy my opinion.
Im going to go to bed soon. Im tired and yeah. brothers & sisters tomorrow yayayay! i love that show.