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[kkdahl]

So, I bought a lotto ticket today...for the first time, really. I've bought into group lotto buying, and picked up a mega-millions or two, but today, I brought myself into the Te-Amo neha, and filled me out a NYS lotto ticket...Even had to ask the guy if I had missed something. I don't really expect to win, that's really a silly notion, but I had one of those strange incidents with a set of numbers, so i figured "what the hell?" I woulda felt like more of a jackass if the numbers came up and I didn't play. I thought about my NC future a bit today, too, which I have been trying to do more foten, seeing as though we're down to 32 days and counting...
So weird...
Talked about it a bit with Greg, more like skirted the issue and toyed with it as though it still doesn't quite exist. The more I think about what I'm going to do without him, the more I tell myself that what I'm going to do to deal with it is just conatantly remind myself that I'm doing what he always told me to do...
What he always knew I could do.
*how "Full House" eh?
Paid a bill today too. I must say, I do love paying bills without having it hurt too too much...Better not get to used to that! Not with the funds I plan on living on for at least the next few months...
*I'm stoned, and for some reason, thought any of this was going to be intersting...ha ha!
Whoobs...Zorry.