Greg was on e last night

[kkdahl]

I could not be happier at the moment...I am in NP...I guess I could be happier, cause I'm drunk and supposedly threw up, but I think that may be a fairytale...Anyway, I love to be in the company of one Greg Rodriguez, and I feel loved...I needed that. We proabaly all do, and there are those who never knew I had it in me...Oh ye of little knowledge. Its silly how easy it is to fool people. Or, possibly, how easy it is for people to read what they can get away with avoiding! I wish I could stay here forever...not literally..,.here in NP will not work out forever...as i always want to be where greg is, and he will have to leave here soon...graduation looms on his horizon...and scares him...It should not. Greg misses what he actually has done. My sweet Greg, you have tried, and you have conqured. you have done all that I hope to someday do, and you admit that you have leared so much about yourself. Do you know how many people would kill for such knowledge and still never be satisfied with it?

Anyway there's all this stuff that was on my mind and bothering me. (greg is an a hole ===with wht he thinks is a big digg). At the moment, I am not bothered. I am loved, I am appreciated, no matter what I am, and i am needed. This is all that I needed. I am totally happy and content. (dirty sanchez...and not magaly). I needed this. I love this man...more than I ever hope to love any other.
if only this could last with anyone else.

I'm fucking Drunk.