start: 3:54 pm
without tumblr savior, it becomes impossible for me to keep up with all of the tumblr blogs im following
as much as i am a fan of specific people, i just get too bogged down trying to pay attention to every bit of detail. i have to admit i was using tumblr savior to mainly filter things like sherlock, dr who, and hannibal. because i dont watch or follow the series at all. but the artists i follow AND my BFF (mainly BFFs) are obsessed beyond obsessed. they post every little thing they can find related to it. And I can't just autoskim and page down on their posts, i end up reading every comic or every post. even when i dont care at all. to the point where i can tell people the latest spoilers and name characters and explain ships very well. in fact, i think to some point i can fake with my housemates that im a fan - just because i know the right things that are making the fans rage about the most current episode.
i dont know why i cant personally skip looking through things. i think it stems from my OCD during K-12 where i can't skip and selectively read things inside textbooks and i read every dang little detail. and look at every little photo
i get really really bogged down and stare at every little bit. every madoka or dangan ronpa post. and i dont have any interest in this. but i read and look at everything. so in the end, this all becomes an impossible task, if i take a day break from tumblr due to real life obligations.
but when its a blocked post, its like a little cut to me. and its ok for me to skim past it all.
i never knew how reliant i was on tumblr savior, until the endless scrolling glitched at like 5 posts down.
im trying to use xkit instead, but thats not working well for me. because as i blacklist things, it doesn't automatically apply the filter, and so im stuck scrolling through them all, getting stuck with each and every one, or forced to reload then scroll a few hundred posts back down again to reach where i last was
i think without tumblr savior, i have to give up on the posts i missed this past weekend. im not even sure how i'll keep up with the backlog when I go to AX and come back... i think i'll have to skip on keeping up with the backlog.
end: 4:03 pm