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ugh what is it about the red sox that i find so deliciously entertaining and adicting...i do believe bill is now worried that im only using him for his NESN...haha we went to the Yankees game on the 20th when the Sox scored 5 in the bottom of the eighth against Rivera...oh how sweet that was. Those are the type of games that you live for and that you get so excited about! I thought Bill was gonna have a cow. Though after seeing them win there and then with opening day, any game after that looks sad. We went on the 23rd with Katie and Dan (which was an absolute blast, I love those two) and saw them lose, which always sucks, I hate not hearing "Dirty Water" at the end. Had it happen again when i went with Katie, Amy and Jackie on the 1st...only this time it was seeing Papelbon show his human side. It sucked but lets be realistic, they really CANT win them all. With all my money issues its been great that i have friends and family that have given me the opportunity to still go and do something that I love to do...
I am still eagerly waiting to start my internship...though i just found out the other day its going to cost over $2000...wasnt too happy about that one. I hate how financial aid is based on an expected family contribution considering that means i get nothing, the state just automatically assumes that my parents are going to pay for my education so in turn i get nothing. I know it will be worth it and pay off but its still very unnerving to hear that i have to dish out two grand when i wont be making ANY money at all over the summer. As it is ive been scrounging for hours at work as much as i can. I calculated that its going to cost me probably around $400 in gas just to get from home to Lowell every day. I guess my schedule is starting off 9-5 every weekday and then once the season starts on the 19th its going to work predominently around the games...At least ill still be around baseball and i know this is going to get me places...
School has taken over my life...it seems this week is being especially brutal on me...getting sick hasnt exactly helped. I did an amazing wipe out the other day going down to the communer cafe...thankfully no one i knew saw me...but I've just been feeling really really lightheaded and just kind of out of body sick (if that makes any sense) in reality all i want to do is just SLEEP but there really isnt anything different about that. My basic Math II class makes me want to throw my book out the window, largely because its all just basic algebra and for some reaosn I just cant seem to fathom it...Ive had countless offers of tutoring and I feel bad for not taking them up on it but largely its been getting a mutual schedule...appreciation is noted though!
Other than that my friends are amazing and my bf is wonderful...hope you guys are doing well as also, I want to hang people before internship starts and i have literally NO time!
I am still eagerly waiting to start my internship...though i just found out the other day its going to cost over $2000...wasnt too happy about that one. I hate how financial aid is based on an expected family contribution considering that means i get nothing, the state just automatically assumes that my parents are going to pay for my education so in turn i get nothing. I know it will be worth it and pay off but its still very unnerving to hear that i have to dish out two grand when i wont be making ANY money at all over the summer. As it is ive been scrounging for hours at work as much as i can. I calculated that its going to cost me probably around $400 in gas just to get from home to Lowell every day. I guess my schedule is starting off 9-5 every weekday and then once the season starts on the 19th its going to work predominently around the games...At least ill still be around baseball and i know this is going to get me places...
School has taken over my life...it seems this week is being especially brutal on me...getting sick hasnt exactly helped. I did an amazing wipe out the other day going down to the communer cafe...thankfully no one i knew saw me...but I've just been feeling really really lightheaded and just kind of out of body sick (if that makes any sense) in reality all i want to do is just SLEEP but there really isnt anything different about that. My basic Math II class makes me want to throw my book out the window, largely because its all just basic algebra and for some reaosn I just cant seem to fathom it...Ive had countless offers of tutoring and I feel bad for not taking them up on it but largely its been getting a mutual schedule...appreciation is noted though!
Other than that my friends are amazing and my bf is wonderful...hope you guys are doing well as also, I want to hang people before internship starts and i have literally NO time!