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so its the end of the semester and im feeling like im at a standstill...like i have all these things to get done and accomplishments that i want to do in my life and yet i cant sit down and focus...why is this?! Its like who how i wish and want to do this with my life and everyone seems to think im some sort of genius and yet here i sit feeling like the laziest most unmotivated person on the face of the planet. Why is this? Why is it that i always tell myself that im actually going to do something and get something done...yet it never happens...everything just seems so frustrating right now like i just need to face the facts that im going to be here for the rest of my life doing absolutely nothing...im despising life right now and yet i have no real reason to which makes me feel even more guilty over everything. why am i not motivated...how is it that i have changed so much in such a little time?? i really just want to pull my hair out...but its falling out far too well on its own.