Feb 12, 2007 01:46
Unbearable Pain
Despair
Alone
Angry
All hope is gone
This is something I will live with for the rest of my life, how long can it be.
Dear god, please end it soon, I can’t live with this pain anymore.
I’m not strong enough
The tears flow freely, I can’t stop them anymore
I hide all of this inside, it is eating me alive
Talking about it doesn’t help, no one understands the pain
I don’t understand the pain, where is it coming from, how can I stop it?
The words come freely out without thought
Real, uncensored
Can anyone really hear me cry out
The feelings of guilt overwhelm me
In a time of war and pain in other countries I still feel like the world is all about me, how can I be so selfish.
Feeling sorry for myself, a sign of weakness
I am so weak
Tonight I wanna die.