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Dear Diary,
I no longer know how to be alone. When I am alone, I sit and waste time, waiting to not be alone anymore. When you live with 8 other people, that is a (well, sort of) reasonable thing to do. When you are house sitting by yourself and your only company is the rat terrier, it is not a reasonable thing to do. What do you do when you are by yourself and not in your own space? I can't even clean my room, which I would prefer over mindless dicking around at this point. I should eat something, turn on lights, and work on a plan. A plan for what? Couldn't tell you.
I hate ovulating because it makes the loneliness a stabbing pain instead of a dull ache. And seriously, I've only been by myself for... 4 hours now.
Maybe I'll watch TV.
Love,
me
I no longer know how to be alone. When I am alone, I sit and waste time, waiting to not be alone anymore. When you live with 8 other people, that is a (well, sort of) reasonable thing to do. When you are house sitting by yourself and your only company is the rat terrier, it is not a reasonable thing to do. What do you do when you are by yourself and not in your own space? I can't even clean my room, which I would prefer over mindless dicking around at this point. I should eat something, turn on lights, and work on a plan. A plan for what? Couldn't tell you.
I hate ovulating because it makes the loneliness a stabbing pain instead of a dull ache. And seriously, I've only been by myself for... 4 hours now.
Maybe I'll watch TV.
Love,
me