Wow! .. it's all I have..
Like I said.. Wow.. it's all i have to say.. WOW... WOW.. WOW.. WOW!!!
Let's see my day goes as follows.. Wake up & sit around till about 8.. Jeni & myself go shopping at Target.. for umm.. Nothing?.. Chill at Aaron's fer a bit.. Back to Jeni's to get ready.. Evan's house! (that's the WOW part). Then off to Derek's for his fire.. now.. Here!!
-WOW.. I never knew you could actually hurt someone is so many ways.. So let's see take it back.. David & I have been broken up for 2 weeks to the day.. I mean don't get me wrong I know I'm not your girlfrind anymore But SHIT!.. Don't go telling me all ur bull crap & then have it all come to this.. He sais he "loved" me.. he said he "cared" about me "oh so much".. & he also said he'd "never" hurt me.. FUCK UR SHIT!.. Don't sit there and tell me how much you care about me and this and that and then what break up with me for something i said BY MISTAKE!!! OUT OF ANGER! Can't get over it & now what already off with your other girls! God people sometimes! UNBELIEVABLE!!! Maybe I'm overreacting.. I don't know. But god this shit pisses me off. I feel used in a way & lead on.. after 6 months & after him telling me how much I ment to him & then me saying something by mistake he thinks he can just up and leave everthing to go "think" about things & see what he really wants.. Obviously not me! ha! Try fer ur other girls now! Hope they make you jsut as happy! Have fun in ur life cuz GUARENTEED I'm not in it ANYMORE! I'm done with all ur shit.
-It's not me this time who did & said somehting wrong.. it's you. Your the one who needs to get his shit straight! I'm not apologizing ANYMORE! I'm out! friends or not i'm done with u!
**But no tonight was AWESOME! I had so much fun with my girls! Laughing it up the whole time! I miss thoes days! Not no more tho.. got no man in my life! No more tabs & fights! Let's party it up!!!
**Jackie.. I love you girly! I love you no matter what anyone throws at you! Don't worry you did the right thing tonight! I will always be here for you! ALWAYS! To talk or a sholder to cry on.. I'm there! He didn't & doesn't need to treat you that way! I can realate! Singles together now! ha! Everything will turn out right.. put your trust in god!! i <3 u!!
**Coast Guard!! Tomorrow night! Yeah! With the girls! Ame, Tiff, Melissa, Jeni, & Andrea! It's gunna be tight. Findin myself a new MAN!
**HAPPY BIRTHDAY AME!!!
**I'm not crying anymore over your sorry ass! haha!
That's it.. I'm pissy... & upset.. & happy.. & ahh! I'm feeling it all!! I'm going to bed!