life
wow can ife sux any harder??? or my be iam being a baby about it...idk.. but all i wan to do is cry and give up...but if sam wouldnt have left when he did i would be gone and man y the fuck did i tell him i was going to keep my head up and NEVER give up no matter what eve happends and if i give up i would be giving up on me and him... god i hate it when i tell people iam goig to keep my head up...fuck it i dont want to any more...i really need sum 1 in my life to be there 4 me and not leave me...its not going to happen so why keep looking?? o well ill stay here just 4 u sam!!! man sum time i wish that i never told him i would... but sam iam starting to think that u gave up on me and u left me and now my world is hell...well iam getting bitched at next iam going to get hit so later...kendra