Early Morning Sunrise
I think one of the best things about waking up @ 530 AM and driving to school @ 630 in the morning is that, I get that wonderful sunrise.
It makes me feel so happy. It's kindal ike driving at night, with all the lights, but much MUCH more clearer.
I missed the first night of the Meteor Shower last night. Luckily it goes until like......the 24th of October ;D
I'm seriously SOOOOO not looking forward to this weekend because of work D<
So i've been feeling very BLAAAAAH as of late just for the mere fact that .....I still haven't figured anything out for College. Like
FUCKING MASS ART PEOPLE PLEASEEEEE GET BACK TO ME! I NEED TO KNOW WHEN I CAN GET AN APARTMENT D<
I need to like, get moving here with my future. I neeeed to go into the MOvie business, I neeeed to be at an Art school where I actually have people surronding me that actually CARES about Art D<
....
*end Rant
Fucki hate community college sometimes
NOT TO MENTION I can't so ANYTHING right around my parents
Okay, example, I get backed into in a MacDonalds Drive through by some Soccer mom in a Honda CR-V, and they think it's MY fault
HULLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*head desk.
I dont' even like....want ot look at them sometimes, because I feel like a FAILURE
I know that's emo, but It's fucking true. SO live with it
it just like....ANGERS me D<
Fuck I need to get out of this town.
I can get over my parents thinking i'm a dissapointment,
I can get over high school memories because the school won't be staring me in the face
I can get over her
I can get over alot of things
Everyone else got to leave...why couldn't I?
It makes me feel so happy. It's kindal ike driving at night, with all the lights, but much MUCH more clearer.
I missed the first night of the Meteor Shower last night. Luckily it goes until like......the 24th of October ;D
I'm seriously SOOOOO not looking forward to this weekend because of work D<
So i've been feeling very BLAAAAAH as of late just for the mere fact that .....I still haven't figured anything out for College. Like
FUCKING MASS ART PEOPLE PLEASEEEEE GET BACK TO ME! I NEED TO KNOW WHEN I CAN GET AN APARTMENT D<
I need to like, get moving here with my future. I neeeed to go into the MOvie business, I neeeed to be at an Art school where I actually have people surronding me that actually CARES about Art D<
....
*end Rant
Fucki hate community college sometimes
NOT TO MENTION I can't so ANYTHING right around my parents
Okay, example, I get backed into in a MacDonalds Drive through by some Soccer mom in a Honda CR-V, and they think it's MY fault
HULLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*head desk.
I dont' even like....want ot look at them sometimes, because I feel like a FAILURE
I know that's emo, but It's fucking true. SO live with it
it just like....ANGERS me D<
Fuck I need to get out of this town.
I can get over my parents thinking i'm a dissapointment,
I can get over high school memories because the school won't be staring me in the face
I can get over her
I can get over alot of things
Everyone else got to leave...why couldn't I?