Never Mock Your Brain
I hate my brain chemicals SO HARD right now. But I am resisting the urge to mock my brain.
Cuz last time I mocked my brain (for sending me a dream about having to take care of a duckling, which I kept losing, and which was OBVIOUSLY a stand-in for my fears about having a baby), my brain said "HA!" and, the next night, sent me a dream about suddenly having a baby to carry around and nurse, with no experience, no nappies, no wipes, no bottles, no breast pump, nothing. And an overwhelming feeling of not being the least bit prepared for this out-of-the-blue life in my hands, dependent upon me for everything.
Freakin' brains.