At The Tone...
If you've been trying to reach me lately, I've been out of it.
Out of the state for a few days, and out of sorts since then.
I feel like I'm trying to figure a lot of stuff out, but I also feel like maybe I'm trying to think about stuff you aren't supposed to think about, just feel or endure or pass through.
I dunno.
It's so hard to talk, to write email, to communicate anything with meaning. Boredom and distraction are easily available, but not so much stuff that matters.
Can't really articulate it.
Maybe this is what it feels like to be cooked, transformed from one state to another.