it's been a while
So, I'm back to life by myself, which means I'm back to writing in this LJ.
I'm continually amazed by my ability to do evil, and my inability to do good... Paul wasn't joking when he talked about our sinful natures.. No matter how good I get at other things, or how much I understand about God stuff, when push comes to shove, I still make the wrong choice. It's ridiculous. It's like I was born this way.. oh wait. I was.
I'm also amazed that God continues to take care of me, for no real reason. ( I guess it's just cause He loves me). I also seem to get good at the things He calls me to as He calls me to them. I had so many good ideas for church programming while at NECC, and now in a more periferal position at a different church, I don't. But I've gotten better and better at my job, and keep being given pretty lucrative opportunities (by comparison). I wait tables now, I like who I work with, and I really do enjoy helping people have a good night out.
I'm continually amazed by my ability to do evil, and my inability to do good... Paul wasn't joking when he talked about our sinful natures.. No matter how good I get at other things, or how much I understand about God stuff, when push comes to shove, I still make the wrong choice. It's ridiculous. It's like I was born this way.. oh wait. I was.
I'm also amazed that God continues to take care of me, for no real reason. ( I guess it's just cause He loves me). I also seem to get good at the things He calls me to as He calls me to them. I had so many good ideas for church programming while at NECC, and now in a more periferal position at a different church, I don't. But I've gotten better and better at my job, and keep being given pretty lucrative opportunities (by comparison). I wait tables now, I like who I work with, and I really do enjoy helping people have a good night out.