Sep 29, 2004 14:25
I’m Movin’ On by rascell flats
(Phillip White/Vincent Williams)
I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I’ve found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I’m at peace with myself
I’ve been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I’m movin’ on
I’ve lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they’re always the same
They mean no harm but it’s time that I face it
They’ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don’t belong
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there’s no guarentee’s, but I’m not alone
There comes a time in everyone’s life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn’t
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I’ve loved like I should but lived like
I shouldn’t
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on
okay okay! yea its a sad song but i love this song. i mean its something about it. i dont know exactly i can't place it. i mean i guess it could be thats what was going on with me when i didn't have santi but i'm not sure if even thats it. i'm just feeling totally mixed emotions about everything. i mean i'm fine with santi im fine with my job i'm fine with everything but one second i'm abosultly happy and then the next second i'm just down in the dust. i just want to be a NORMAL teenager!! ahhhhhhhhh. i just dont know what to do. someone please tell me if this is normal or abnormal. i mean i know its not normal but why am i feeling this way!?!? i work tonite... yay.. i hope ryan is there agian or maybe oscer. hes fun to work with. i mean i give him soooooooooo much crap about everything and its so easy to do. hehe. well ryan did a great job on his first day. then he told me kevin starts thursday luckly thats my day off. i mean kevin is a great guy but if he didn't chose another girl over me back in eleventh grade it wouldnt be so weird. but its gonna be kinda wierd at the start of it all but not much. i mean we're all one big happy family at pizza hut then carole will start.. yay!!! that will be tons of fun when its gonna be me carole and ryan. wooohhoooo. hopefully this one guy will leave soon. not going to say who bc i odn't wanna be mean. but anyways i'll go now byb ye