life what is it any more?!?!
"Low"
Sung By Kelly Clarkson
Lyrics By Jimmy Harry
Everybody's talkin'
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
But why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
Well I just have to say
Before I let go...
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
No I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so
So...
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
'Cause what you did was low...
man its like everyone has the perfect boyfriend and such.. but me i get all the messed up ones. all i really need is a good christian guy... but how do you find a good christian guy? i mean i've tried but look where it got me.. not got him any more plus i really don't think he was a "christian." but i don't know that so i'm going to lay off that one with him. but who knows when god will send me a christian. i just want to date around after jimmy i mean like not have a steady boyfriend. but what does that mean anymore!?! carole just called me mean b/c of my last entry. but everything i really say about jimmy is just out of me being hurt carole thats all. i mean i am so sick and tired of the perfect guy coming along then turning to the evil prince that treats girls like dirt. or wanting one thing and then leaving. ***caugh caugh** brad.... alsooooo. today is jimmy and i one month marking and well lets put it this way i haven't gotten a call. i mean yea i did my job thing today but he could have called and left a message or something for me or something or another did i get that?? NOPE! have i called him NOPE. i'm not calling anyone really... unless they wanna talk to me. i mean i might call a few ppl if they really wanna talk they can talk to me. i mean what is this?!?! i try to be a good girlfriend i try to be there for him b/c in one of his notes it said i need you to be there for me! okay! i am done being there for him bc he never comes to me....i mean i need a guy that will come to me and such but hes not so i say never mind to that. i just wish this whole thing would do something. i'm listening to music on launch and trying to easy everything thats going on but they keep bringing these anti-drugs comercials. i mean yes they are good to show but all they do is bring me down and make me think back to the times that i did them. i just hate that! i mean stop showing them to me. show them to other ppl that need to see them not me... i sware i hate this... i think i'm gonna go cry in my room... if u need me then too bad just leave me a note or something....