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god!!!! im such a sucker! i want a freaking boyfriend... i wanna date... i want to do something..i really like this one guy but i know for sure he doesn't like me. i mean hes really cool. i just can't stop thinking about him and i dunno why. i just need to stop. i really do. i think about him a lot but not like i usually do. but stil... i dunno what to do... its driving me insane... i want to tell him how i feel but i'm really scared too... i'm scared to say anything. i mean we hardly know each other so thats part of the probelm. we like a lot of the same things but i dunnoo... i just can't stop doing this to myelf.. on other news in my life... i've been crying myself to sleep every night. i don't know who i am or nothing i'm letting god lead me but its not working... i'm just sitting here sniffling and trying not to cry as i write this stupid pointless entry. why am i like this god? why am i in this crazy mood to have someone. why am i always crying. why am i feeling like i'm pointless to people why why why!!!!!!!! i need to be a solider and be strong. haha yea right! good bye people.. if you feel like it leave me a note... bye
sad lonely spaztwin
me
god!!!! im such a sucker! i want a freaking boyfriend... i wanna date... i want to do something..i really like this one guy but i know for sure he doesn't like me. i mean hes really cool. i just can't stop thinking about him and i dunno why. i just need to stop. i really do. i think about him a lot but not like i usually do. but stil... i dunno what to do... its driving me insane... i want to tell him how i feel but i'm really scared too... i'm scared to say anything. i mean we hardly know each other so thats part of the probelm. we like a lot of the same things but i dunnoo... i just can't stop doing this to myelf.. on other news in my life... i've been crying myself to sleep every night. i don't know who i am or nothing i'm letting god lead me but its not working... i'm just sitting here sniffling and trying not to cry as i write this stupid pointless entry. why am i like this god? why am i in this crazy mood to have someone. why am i always crying. why am i feeling like i'm pointless to people why why why!!!!!!!! i need to be a solider and be strong. haha yea right! good bye people.. if you feel like it leave me a note... bye
sad lonely spaztwin
me