Oct 24, 2004 15:24
HILARY DUFF LYRICS
"Fly"
Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,
Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of yesterday,
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try,
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
Any moment, everything can change.
wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow. okay enough with the wows. lol. i feel so much better bout a lot of things. i mean this weekend was the best weekend!!! saturday i saw my two bestest friends! i mean saturday night from 9:30 to bout 12:30 i was with ryan we went and played at the swings and i squaded and went pee at the park!!!!!! wohooo!! lol that was a fun moment for both me and him. then heather finally came at midnight. and her and i stayed up till bout one thirty or so. oh and at the park i got in a huge fight with santi. this fight has been going on since friday... so i don't think i really like that. but whatever. but guess waht guys!!!!!!!!!!! i'm single!!! yep i told my dad about it all and my dad thinks santi just brings me down to this "depression thing" and i don't need that. so now i'm just going to go on dates. NOt a steady boyfriend unless i talk to one of my teachers bout her son and get to know him bc hes a hottie!! but maybe me and him and just date around and see what happens if i'm his type. but i'm really glad i just told santi off today i mean yea i wasn't fully awake but it felt great to say what i said. i can't really remember what it was but man oh man did it feel great. i know i said i want a guy who is close to his family and santis like you know i don't have a great family life. and i told him straight up "well then you must not be for me then bc i really need someone who is commented to his family" and he sat there... for a second then got really pissy with me then hung up. so.. wow. i'm finally single. plus i realized santi had a lot of things i don't want in a guy. and why i just now realized that into five months i do not know!!! but i did. and my dad is very proud of me for breaking it off with santi bc. i'm finally happy. i mean i have friends who love me i have my parents who deff. love me. i am why do i need a stupid immature boy that will hurt me like that. i mean i guess bc back then i really really wanted a boyfriend. but that boyfirend isn't going to make me happy. but why didn't i realize that a long time ago? oh yea bc i was stupid. and i wanted a boyfriend. but i'm really happy guys. if i start to show downness and sadness then kick me and wake me up or something bc i don't need a stupid boy to make me happy. i really don't. i need friends and family and best friends to make me happy. but maybe when i'm ready i'll start looking for a boyfriend and looking for what i want in a guy. i have a notebook that i'm going to write everything in. so if you see me writting in a little black notebook looking thing then don't bother me bc i'll hit you. non ot really. but i'm not going to stoop down to santis level and let him hut me. i'm not nope. but i'm going to be okay.. its going to take a lot of time to heal and get over this but i can do it. carole i need to know where you sit bc i might come and join y'all at your table or sit by myself i'm not sure yet. so i know i'll be okay. and guys please i mean please help me and lift me up in this and everything. i'm jaming to music so i'll be okay.. hopefully. i want chinise food maybe i can get taht for dinner to make up for everything. okay guys... i'm not okay.. i'm bout to cry. i'm not sure what to do. i know to pray but its not helping. please help me through this i'm so scared of life and so scared of everything. i need a friend. i need a sholder i need everything possible right now. so please people. help me some how.. if i don't write in my journal for awhile then i'm sorry... bye
leah
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