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ok so tongiht im super bummed and i dont really know why i mean i do but its more then just one thing. its many things totally unsure of what i want to do with my life and im jsut here. i feel like i was put on this earts to be here i got a tattoo of a hibiscuss flower becasue they are beautiful flowers and i want to find the right quote or lyrics to go between that one and the other one im going to get to match it. i jsut feel like shit. im glad i dont live with my parents anymore they made my life hectic and akward. idk i just ugh i hate this feeling im up waiting for my itunes 7 to download and i have laundry in the washer i need to change but thats about it pauls at his fathers. i havent been this sad in a long time. hes going to be in a signed band soon i hope im excited about that though idk im jsut sad ill stop typing now b/c im about to cry...night night everyone