Is there any point for me to still be motivated??
so i didnt get into u arts im losing my motivation to go to classes at occ i mena the only 1s id really want to attend wld be ballet and moder and maybe sociology and english is an easy one but psychology forget it i think imma just skip the rest of the yr in that class.i dont really know im working my ass off just to save up for an apartment YET i still have to get money for prom stuff like shoed and my dress and some makeup to match and my updo that sam at art is will be doing. i WAS GOING TO HAVE ALLANA do my updo but she dosent like doing them a and b she dosent think shes that good at it so ill go with same again this year but i like her shes nice. my natural color is comming back in im excited. paul and i are very happy togeather. i spent the day and most of my evening with him last night even thoug i slept alot b/c it was my first REAL day off where i didnt have to claen or hangout or go to the mall with people. i actually got to relax. and paul drove yesterday when i was in the car with him up to his aunts sheesh hes not to shabby of a driver it was jsut weird cuz im used to doing the driving. next year im planning a vacation to go to hattaris with him over his sprig break. for his sr. vacation im uber stoked. anyways i must finish getting ready 4 work im in at like 10 but they really want us in at like 930 or 940 to push stuff b4 we open.