like a virgin!!
my life since i turned eighteen about three months ago has taken a very weird turn... i am now an adult legally and living on my own with no one but a spare room and food... i get bills, write in a check book, and am still stressing like a little bitch about school... i guess you could say i am a virgin to all of this who was living on daddys dime not worrying about a thing getting stoned like twenty four hours a day seven days a week... i am so stressed!!! what i need is probably a girlfriend.. AND NOT LINDSEY!! NO OFFENSE BUT I WAS DRUNK WHEN I THOUGHT YOU WERE HOT... REALLY DRUNK!! i need a cutie pie... now i am at school (again) doing more english homework that i really could give two shits about doing but need to in order to keep my scholarships and do what i want to do with my life... sorry peoples i know this is my second entry and sound like a fucking depressed maniac but im really not... i am usually really happy and chirpy about shit and love to make people laugh... just for this time being i like to make people cry or if not make them.... see them cry like i do... yesterday i listened to a bright eyes song i liked that had two lines that goes as follows..
i want a lover i dont have to love,
i want a girl whos just out to give a fuck.
i used to feel that way but i dont know... i actually want to settle down and even though i am only eighteen years old, i have been doing this for sometime now and partying and shit and need to settle down... besdes if you have a sweet squeeze in your life it kind of mellows you out... im done running around like a crazy pitbull with his balls chopped off thirsty in a desert... i am ready to settle down... who knows next week i might actually be ready to party again... maybe this is a phase... or is it?
i want a lover i dont have to love,
i want a girl whos just out to give a fuck.
i used to feel that way but i dont know... i actually want to settle down and even though i am only eighteen years old, i have been doing this for sometime now and partying and shit and need to settle down... besdes if you have a sweet squeeze in your life it kind of mellows you out... im done running around like a crazy pitbull with his balls chopped off thirsty in a desert... i am ready to settle down... who knows next week i might actually be ready to party again... maybe this is a phase... or is it?