Mar 31, 2004 09:23
i am at school it is early in the morning and i am tipsy.... yeah so my friend decided to bring some malibu and fill two water bottles with it... one for himself and one for myself... it was good... but now i am here in the library feeling drunk as hell and this is not good.... i type good though when i am under the influence huh?... anyways i missed my friend chris' 21st yesterday but i probably didnt miss out on much besides a hard night of drinking for everyone... which means i would have a humongous hangover right now and feel like more shit while i am at school.... i feel better than a couple days ago but i am not exactly where i want to be right now... once again another girl smiled hard at me and i only said excuse me... no also i dont think that every girl smiles at me but time and time again it happens..... and i hate how i dont have a big enough pair to just be a man about it.... its okay though i guess i will just get over it...
poem time....
blue eyes as the pacific
you werent very specific
when you left this place in july
this place hasnt changed; still dry
and all i need now is some motivation
sitting at home all day wasting my creations
if i have to see the sun again
id rather die and never be born again
but im confident that ill see you once more
hopefully before rock bottom or hitting the floor
for i still have flashes of your cherry lips
and the ecstasy touch of your fingertips
she was beautiful in any way imaginable
i need her to keep my life managable
and if never again i see her sweet face
hopefully i can fly away to another place
i miss you.
i just did that off the top of my head just now because of that girl i caught eyes with yesterday and watch... i will end up with her.. she was a gorgeous chick and she looked at me like she felt the same towards me (but a guy... haha!) and i know i will see her again... like channel three once said... just you watch (the best). peace with a bottle of grease.