GOSH!!!!!

[kizzle88]

Gosh, why the f\ /( K me!! i can't have nothing without someone trying to ruin it or try to get in the middle of it and take it away. I think i am losing ''the best'' of me. I heard somethings last night from a good friend. i was so made i was looking for the girl at walmart. i was looking everywhere. grr. but the guy said he could be wrong of what he heard about me. it better be a joke or i will be so upset i wont know what to do. i really need to talk to someone but they havent been home like all day, either that or they are just ignoring, which i hope not. I hope i see both ppl (the one i am mad at and the one that i love) tomorrow. i have somethings to ask and things to straighten out. I hope i everything is alright. i think it is because of the things that was said friday. but i havent talked to the one i love since sat. i really do think everything is okay with us. but i everything is not okay with me and that girl. i swear that girl better stop if she knows whats best for her. awhh man i sound mean as hell. but oh well. i gots to get and eat some dinner. i will update about this drama later. i got one last question, does anyone read this thing?? just curious, if you do please leave a comment and let me know you do read this because i am thinking bout going away with it or not update as much. I am out!!

Love You Myca!!

Out!!