It's off!
Well Elly and I discussed it and decided to call off the engagement. I asked her why she said yes and while I won't go in to details I will say it was for the wrong reasons. I don't want anyone marrying me for the wrong reasons. Actually Elly says she doesn't want to get married to anyone. Her first and last marriage was such a disaster. However this does not mean we are broken up. We have been talking about and attempting to define our relationship. Neither one of us wants to break up but the sexual aspect of our relationship is kinda non existent. I honestly can live with that. My feelings for her go so much deeper than lust and desire. They are also more than feelings of friendship. We both still love each other very much and and cuddle and show affection.
Today we went shopping for roller blades for Elly. The pair she wants are on order. We were able to get her knee pads, elbow pads, and wrist guards. We also got her a helmet but the straps are too short so it has to go back. It was pink with bunnies and very cute. I kinda want to get myself a pair but I need to get my hip pain issue resolved first. I had x rays done last weeks and go back later next month to deal with it. I'm also currently playing phone tag with the cardiology department at Stanford. No word yet from Psychology or Optometry. On a bright final not we had a yummy lunch/dinner at Outback with Bruce today.
Today we went shopping for roller blades for Elly. The pair she wants are on order. We were able to get her knee pads, elbow pads, and wrist guards. We also got her a helmet but the straps are too short so it has to go back. It was pink with bunnies and very cute. I kinda want to get myself a pair but I need to get my hip pain issue resolved first. I had x rays done last weeks and go back later next month to deal with it. I'm also currently playing phone tag with the cardiology department at Stanford. No word yet from Psychology or Optometry. On a bright final not we had a yummy lunch/dinner at Outback with Bruce today.