Im totally shakeing right now o_o;
Man do i feel sick... Here i go again with the drama with my life...
Just moments ago i was confronted...well i cant say confronted but i sure feltlike it...well more like ganged up on
But anyway
Dana and whats her name surprisingly read my live journal..wtf...are they like keeping tabs on me...or something
And obviously got pissed so since the alrams where ringing in my head and i got that sick to my stomach feeling i turned tailed and hauled ass...
Yes i fled the scene like the fucking idoit i am.....and am now looking around fear for my worthless life...
I also admit im a fucking coward who hates being cornred and usaully gets her ass stepped upon...
But anyways i did see the error in my ways I admitly say....Im so used to being...well ignoreed i highly doubted anyone would read i wrote well except genna and gege...they keep tabs on me [hugs them both]
I admit i was wrong to make the public...i shoulda made it freinds only or something
I still dont get where they read i said "Dana ruined my life" i've poured ove my entries trying to figured out where i said that so i could make it private...But what the fuck i do not see ...
But any way i really should made them private but hey im forgetful right..? i always told myself i would and ended up forgeting because something distracted me...
Well anyway heres a public apology to dana....Im sorry (in bold and enlarged so she can see..)
well anywho now i know for a fact i can never return to the student life center...or atleast take a long ass way of getting there to avoid whats her face and dana..and hike right back to the saftey of my hiding place..[sniffs]
I feel so damn sick...and i really want to cry cause i have no idea what to do now...
i wish blake was here...he alwyas knows what do...or least he could hug me and just hold me and let me cry...
All i can do is sit here and hope some one reads this and tells her while i rot in the dark hoping never to be found...
[sniffles curling up] life sucks...