Time to do the tango with death

[kizikumizu_16]

I want to break down and cry...

The tears are swiming in my eyes...

The more i think about it the more this descion to take my life the more feels right

I mean come on look at me...I should've given up a long time ago, If this is what my future is like...me always alone like some hermit crab or something i might as well just die...now

Dana's taken all my friend, hell shes dating my best one...

Blake lives in fucking kanas...not that i can blame him for that..its my fault i cant find someone here..its my fault

Aside from the few cousins a I really love...hell what am i saying i love them all...but i cant be the big cousin they should have the one that they can actaully respect and be proud of..

I dont have the will to go on..i dont have a motoive i dont have anything to strive for...

I mean come on i would've failed in the end anyways.

It must be some kinda fluke i survived this long...ey?....

if anyone could give me a good resason to live... i might consider them...but yea...geuss this is my final goodbye..

so good bye..

((Give me wings before i die))