Sep 24, 2003 21:02
Ok, for my first entry im just gonna leave with a poem....and a big kiss for you ma bestest freind miss BrittANI, hahahhaha ur name has ANI in it ;)
whatever because thats all i am to you anyway. so eh im writin away the pain that is coroding my heart, the pain you inflict upon me you bastard, you bastard, what kind of person are you? A worthless one, a boy that has yet to realize what he's doing to me, to realize that he is making me insane and unreal. I am poisened by his hatred and fury, i feel it coarsing threw my blood, threw the blood in my arms when i get within 10 feet of him. There is no reason for you to do what you do only reason to be what you should be. A dad, which can hardly be the word, be anything, be something, im struggling for you to love me, consider me your daughter, consider me alive and breathing and not an animal to which you can beat your way threw. I am not the dog you think you can kick around i am the daughter you should want to be around.