Talking about procrastination
After almost one year, I'm updating here.
My actual job sometimes takes my spare time. And when I got a time to rest, I finish to schedule something to do. But, I cannot complain, because now I can do things that I couldn't do before, as for example, going to events as Comic Market, JPop Style and similar, go to the movies and concerts... Well, I need to relief my stress...
I need to improve my English, too. I don't practice since that I finished my English classes almost twenty years ago... Yes, this is what you read it.
And I need to stop to procrastinate about all the things. Back to studies. Find another job. And for it, I have to stop to procrastinate, stand up and go. Since that I was downsized of my latest job, I lost my interest to do many things. And since last year I'm trying to do it little by little. So tough.
First of all: back to study Japanese language.
Why?
Nowadays, it's too much important to know how to speak, to listen, to write and to understand Japanese - of course because I live in Japan since 1998. And if I want to find a better job, I need to have the N1 of the JLPT*. And to have the N1, I need to study. The crucial problem is: most of the Japanese classes are in Tokyo and during weekdays. And the classes's hours are during the mornings and afternoons, whose for me it's impossible, because I work all day (eight to five). And the evening classes the timetable doesn't fix with mine.
If I want to made a upgrade in my life, I'll have to give up many things, as for example, my job, some of my hobbies and even my life. I have to choose what it's good for me, well, many said it to me ~ think for yourself not for the others. Well, I spent some time of my life devoting for the others and I forgot about myself.
Now, I know that I need to move and change my life.
Even that I'll pay a high price for it. I don't care. I want to be happy. Only this.