A Lil Annoying Brat in My House!! >
Ok,,
This is just my other random rambling about my life,,
Since i couldn't tell anyone (esp. my family or anyone in my house) then i suppose i should write here,, so i can calm my self a lil bit..
It's about the boy who live with me,,,
If you are wondering why there's a boy in my house (i don't have any family relationship with him tho..) it's kinda a long story to tell...
But to make it short, i just can say that he is a boy from other town that isn't far from my town,,
My mother took him to live with us because she want to help him so he could make it to enter highschool (the school where my mother works at)
Oneday, a reporter told my mom that there was a boyoom who couldn't enter highschool because of money problem. So, my mom come to visit him and his family. My mom asked him whether he wants to go to highschool or not but he had to live with us (we don't have any man in my house since my father already passed away almost 8 years ago). So, my mom thought that if he lived with us so he could help us in taking care of the house and doing other stuff who involved man. He agreed, that's why he lived with us until now.
He is a shy, good and well manner boy. He barely talked (when the first time he come to my house) and just kept staying in his room all day long. I really feel sorry for him tho, it seems that he still hadn't use to his new home. That's why being an older sister to him i started a talk with him, asking anything that could make him speak. Sometimes i would talked about music, news, and other things that happen on TV so he could live peacefully in our house. He finally open up a bit and started enjoy convers with me about anything then. I even teach him to use internet and such (because he has no idea about internet before) in my house (i have home connection). So, he knew about it from me.
And,, the problem goes from here...
One day when i was browsing at home suddenly i found some 'porn site' in the address bar of my laptop. it quite surprising me since i never open any 'porn site' (exept Yunjae forum, if you count it as a porn site LOOL) since i have a baby sister who still in juniorhigh. i don't want she visit that kind of site when she just underage. And, As far as i know,, we wouldn't find a site in our address bar if we aren't open it before. So, i got confused why there's 'porn site' in address bar. But, i didn't assume anything back then.
After a long time after that happen, my grandma ranting about she had a bit upset because of that boy (just call him "A") just busily in front of laptop all day without doing anything. Actually, i already suspected "A" got online when i was at work and no other people in my house (my sister went to school, so did my mother, while my grandma would be home in the morning), but my assumption grew more when my grandma told me that.
That's why, after that i intentionally leave my sister's (my laptop is broke at that time) & my mom's laptop (it was property from her school) at home (in my room) and i pinpoint where i put it so when i got home i'll remember where i put the laptop. And, my assumption is right after all, when i got back from work i got the laptop wasn't like when i left it. Then i checked the history in the browser,,, tadaaa!!!! yup!!! he got himself online using my mom's laptop without permission. And guess what i found in the history???? PORN SITE!!! >______<
Gosshh,, i felt like got a hard slap in my face!! How couldn't i??
An underage boy access porn site in my house using my mom's laptop property from her school without permission!!!! And the worst is,, i'm the one who teach him how to use an internet!! OHMYGOD!!!
T_______T
after that, i just quite didn't say anything to my mom or my sister. i don'twant him to feel humiliated and embarass by me because of his action. so i keep quite.
My patient was gone, when one day i spotted some weird things in my house. My laptop (that time i already have a new one) isn't in the supposedly place, and the guidebook that supposed to be in the bookshelf in my room was already in my living room (maybe he use it because Macbook is a lil bit different in using from other, so he needed that book). From what i remember i always keep that book in a bookshelf, not once i took it out. Then i realized at that time, that "A" just using my laptop to get online, again. I'm so pissed off at that time. How could he entered MY ROOM without my permission?? He is a boy!! and i'm a girl (a 24th years old girl or woman??!!) that should be an enough reason to not enter others room without permission. I know, it's my fault too, leaving my room unlock (because my bedroom door is broke so i can't lock it from outside). But it didn't make any reason for him to just come in and out of my room!!
And the other thing is, he used my things without MY PERMISSION. it was bad, for me. i've been thought to respect others privacy, so i think that it wasn't a great thing to use someone's things without the owner permission. I dunno, maybe you think i'm a bit too much, but... i dunno.. i'm just so upset.. ><
And again,, he used it to visit PORN SITE in my HOUSE! Oh god!! can you believe it??
If my mom knows about it, he would be DEAD, really dead!! because my mom is an educator (she is a headmater in a private highschool in my town). as i know her, she wouldn't let any of her children 'enjoy' PORN when they're still underage (maybe even we all already in an adult age, she still wouldn't let us watching porn, im preety sure about it,, ><)
After that, i kept mine and my sister's laptop in the drawer, then i locked it so he couldn't use it.
Everything went smooth until yesterday suddenly i forgot to place my sister's laptop in the drawer (i use it that morning), i just left it in my room. And you must can guess what happen then... yes!! he use it to get online and visit PORN SITE, again. T________T
It means that, he entered my room without my permission, he used my sister's laptop without her permission, he visited porn site using my sis's laptop in my house. couldn't it be more bad?? i've had enough of this, i'm really really pissed.
The things that make me so upset and pissed of is that he was using other's things without permission. i never thought he would do that, he haven't have a face to do that kind of things. if he want to use it, he sould just say to me and i would gladly lend him. bevause, it was me who teach him after all. i won't mind if he politely asking me, i'm not a bad person, because i know he is in the age of wanting to know anything, so it's normal. But, the worst thing is he dare to come in and out of my room without me knowing, my room is my privacy, if you're a man you can't enter it as you please without my permission (i would tolerate it if he is girl) and messing around in my room. it was just BAD, SO BAD!! ;______;
but, the one thing i'm sure is that i won't tell what he did to my mom because i know the effect would be so bad. and i don't want him mad at me, or feel embarass to me for what he did. I won't comfront him and accusing what he did to him face to face. I would keep quite, i will just be more carefull to place my things in the future so he wouldn't get to use other things to watch porn... >___<
i don't want our relationship become bad, because how mad i'm at him, i couldn't yelled at him if i see his face (he really didn't have a face to do that kind of things), he looks so innocent.. T__T
This is so fucking long rambling...
but it makes me feel at ease a lil tho.. *deep sigh*
i dunno what would you do if you're in my shoes?? am i too much??
i dunno...
anyway~~~
i just update my fic "I Want to Get Married!!"
I'm glad that finally i can update after more that 2 weeks... :DDDD
Have a good day guys...
love, kiya~~
This is just my other random rambling about my life,,
Since i couldn't tell anyone (esp. my family or anyone in my house) then i suppose i should write here,, so i can calm my self a lil bit..
It's about the boy who live with me,,,
If you are wondering why there's a boy in my house (i don't have any family relationship with him tho..) it's kinda a long story to tell...
But to make it short, i just can say that he is a boy from other town that isn't far from my town,,
My mother took him to live with us because she want to help him so he could make it to enter highschool (the school where my mother works at)
Oneday, a reporter told my mom that there was a boyoom who couldn't enter highschool because of money problem. So, my mom come to visit him and his family. My mom asked him whether he wants to go to highschool or not but he had to live with us (we don't have any man in my house since my father already passed away almost 8 years ago). So, my mom thought that if he lived with us so he could help us in taking care of the house and doing other stuff who involved man. He agreed, that's why he lived with us until now.
He is a shy, good and well manner boy. He barely talked (when the first time he come to my house) and just kept staying in his room all day long. I really feel sorry for him tho, it seems that he still hadn't use to his new home. That's why being an older sister to him i started a talk with him, asking anything that could make him speak. Sometimes i would talked about music, news, and other things that happen on TV so he could live peacefully in our house. He finally open up a bit and started enjoy convers with me about anything then. I even teach him to use internet and such (because he has no idea about internet before) in my house (i have home connection). So, he knew about it from me.
And,, the problem goes from here...
One day when i was browsing at home suddenly i found some 'porn site' in the address bar of my laptop. it quite surprising me since i never open any 'porn site' (exept Yunjae forum, if you count it as a porn site LOOL) since i have a baby sister who still in juniorhigh. i don't want she visit that kind of site when she just underage. And, As far as i know,, we wouldn't find a site in our address bar if we aren't open it before. So, i got confused why there's 'porn site' in address bar. But, i didn't assume anything back then.
After a long time after that happen, my grandma ranting about she had a bit upset because of that boy (just call him "A") just busily in front of laptop all day without doing anything. Actually, i already suspected "A" got online when i was at work and no other people in my house (my sister went to school, so did my mother, while my grandma would be home in the morning), but my assumption grew more when my grandma told me that.
That's why, after that i intentionally leave my sister's (my laptop is broke at that time) & my mom's laptop (it was property from her school) at home (in my room) and i pinpoint where i put it so when i got home i'll remember where i put the laptop. And, my assumption is right after all, when i got back from work i got the laptop wasn't like when i left it. Then i checked the history in the browser,,, tadaaa!!!! yup!!! he got himself online using my mom's laptop without permission. And guess what i found in the history???? PORN SITE!!! >______<
Gosshh,, i felt like got a hard slap in my face!! How couldn't i??
An underage boy access porn site in my house using my mom's laptop property from her school without permission!!!! And the worst is,, i'm the one who teach him how to use an internet!! OHMYGOD!!!
T_______T
after that, i just quite didn't say anything to my mom or my sister. i don'twant him to feel humiliated and embarass by me because of his action. so i keep quite.
My patient was gone, when one day i spotted some weird things in my house. My laptop (that time i already have a new one) isn't in the supposedly place, and the guidebook that supposed to be in the bookshelf in my room was already in my living room (maybe he use it because Macbook is a lil bit different in using from other, so he needed that book). From what i remember i always keep that book in a bookshelf, not once i took it out. Then i realized at that time, that "A" just using my laptop to get online, again. I'm so pissed off at that time. How could he entered MY ROOM without my permission?? He is a boy!! and i'm a girl (a 24th years old girl or woman??!!) that should be an enough reason to not enter others room without permission. I know, it's my fault too, leaving my room unlock (because my bedroom door is broke so i can't lock it from outside). But it didn't make any reason for him to just come in and out of my room!!
And the other thing is, he used my things without MY PERMISSION. it was bad, for me. i've been thought to respect others privacy, so i think that it wasn't a great thing to use someone's things without the owner permission. I dunno, maybe you think i'm a bit too much, but... i dunno.. i'm just so upset.. ><
And again,, he used it to visit PORN SITE in my HOUSE! Oh god!! can you believe it??
If my mom knows about it, he would be DEAD, really dead!! because my mom is an educator (she is a headmater in a private highschool in my town). as i know her, she wouldn't let any of her children 'enjoy' PORN when they're still underage (maybe even we all already in an adult age, she still wouldn't let us watching porn, im preety sure about it,, ><)
After that, i kept mine and my sister's laptop in the drawer, then i locked it so he couldn't use it.
Everything went smooth until yesterday suddenly i forgot to place my sister's laptop in the drawer (i use it that morning), i just left it in my room. And you must can guess what happen then... yes!! he use it to get online and visit PORN SITE, again. T________T
It means that, he entered my room without my permission, he used my sister's laptop without her permission, he visited porn site using my sis's laptop in my house. couldn't it be more bad?? i've had enough of this, i'm really really pissed.
The things that make me so upset and pissed of is that he was using other's things without permission. i never thought he would do that, he haven't have a face to do that kind of things. if he want to use it, he sould just say to me and i would gladly lend him. bevause, it was me who teach him after all. i won't mind if he politely asking me, i'm not a bad person, because i know he is in the age of wanting to know anything, so it's normal. But, the worst thing is he dare to come in and out of my room without me knowing, my room is my privacy, if you're a man you can't enter it as you please without my permission (i would tolerate it if he is girl) and messing around in my room. it was just BAD, SO BAD!! ;______;
but, the one thing i'm sure is that i won't tell what he did to my mom because i know the effect would be so bad. and i don't want him mad at me, or feel embarass to me for what he did. I won't comfront him and accusing what he did to him face to face. I would keep quite, i will just be more carefull to place my things in the future so he wouldn't get to use other things to watch porn... >___<
i don't want our relationship become bad, because how mad i'm at him, i couldn't yelled at him if i see his face (he really didn't have a face to do that kind of things), he looks so innocent.. T__T
This is so fucking long rambling...
but it makes me feel at ease a lil tho.. *deep sigh*
i dunno what would you do if you're in my shoes?? am i too much??
i dunno...
anyway~~~
i just update my fic "I Want to Get Married!!"
I'm glad that finally i can update after more that 2 weeks... :DDDD
Have a good day guys...
love, kiya~~