You and My Life
Title : You and My Life
Length : drabble (songfic)
Pairings : Yunjae
Rating : PG13
Genre : angst
Summary : Jaejoong had to choose, and Yunho had to say goodbye..
A/N : Unbeta-ed. Sorry for the grammar mistakes.
I often questions
When happiness comes
Will it be end?
Will it be forever?
~~
My body felt weak, my heart raced, my mind blowed,
but my heart smiled.
When you said that,
at the day I finally knew what you felt to me.
“Jaejoong-ah, I’m sorry..”
“What’s wrong Yunho-yah?”
“I’m sorry.. I, I-want you to be mine Jaejoong-ah.”
~~
I often questions
If this life is fair
When sadness comes
Scattered all my feelings inside
“Yunho-yah, I have something to say..” I couldn’t stand to see his face. His smile, his laugh, his eyes, his loving glance, his gentle voice. I didn’t dare to swept all of that from his face. But I knew, I had to.
“Is something happen Jaejoong-ah??” a soft but worried voice of him, trembled me who looked at everything but his eyes.
“…”
“Please tell me, Jaejoong-ah..” I chocked in my own sobs, my trembling hand looking for a pair of warm arms that held me tight all this time.
~~
Everything about love
Makes our heart fly
Brings peace
Cooled the world
“Jaejoong-ah, I’m sorry..”
“What now Yunho-yah?”
“I’m sorry that I love you, Jejoong-ah..”
~~
Everything about regret
Makes our heart hurt
Brings tears
Scattered all my feelings inside
“Yunho-yah, I don’t know what to do..” He’s the one I could spared this pained heart. He’s the one that made me smiles, laughs, and cries. He’s my shelter, my home.
“Don’t worry Jaejoong-ah, I’m here, I’ll always here..” a gush of warm feelings seeped through my heart.
“I know, Yunho-yah..” and that’s what I thought.
~~
It isn’t easy for my heart
It isn’t easy to bear
When you had to say
Goodbye….
~~
My body freezzed, my heart stopped, my mind blanked,
and my heart throbbed.
When you said that,
At the day you made me choose.
“Jaejoong-ah, I’m sorry..” his eyes told me that something’s going on with you. You couldn’t lie to me, neither could I. And I didn’t expect this time would come.
“Why another sorry, Yunho-yah?” still clueless what this conversation would lead to, albeit I already sensed you acted different lately. You seemed to more caring to me, more gentle, and so much more loving me. As if you would leave me, so you wouldn’t want to waste your limited time with me.
“... me or your life. Answer me, Jaejoong-ah..” A jolt of shocked bumped into me.
“Yun-Yunho…”
“Jaejoong-ah, please..” his pleading and hurt voice pained me to the core.
“I, I- can’t..” His hands cupped my already wet face. His thumps caressed my cheeks lovingly, removed the lines of tears there.
“But, you have to..” I know I had to choose, he didn’t have to remain me.
“No. Please, Yunho-yah, I can’t..” I couldn’t see his face anymore! I wanted to see him so badly, but my tears blurred my vision completely.
“I know you can, Jaejoong-ah…” I lost my voice, as if God took them instantly. No! please, I wanted to say something to you! I tried so hard to screamed, I wanted you to stay, I wanted to say that I want you, I wanted to say that I love you! God, please..
“…”
“Then, goodbye, Jaejoong-ah..”
~~
Sometimes I want to run away
When I see reality…
It isn’t easy for my heart
It isn’t easy to bear
When you had to say
Goodbye….
~~
One day you asked me, what I love more,
you or my life.
And when I said my life,
then you walked away from me without knowing
that you are my life… *
~~
A/N :
* I quote this lines from my friend who I hadn’t meet for a long time. And I miss her badly right now. >___<
The song I used is from one of my favorite song “Goodbye”, this song was so well known when I’m still in junior high school.
I’m all emo today. -____-
January 7th, 2010
Length : drabble (songfic)
Pairings : Yunjae
Rating : PG13
Genre : angst
Summary : Jaejoong had to choose, and Yunho had to say goodbye..
A/N : Unbeta-ed. Sorry for the grammar mistakes.
I often questions
When happiness comes
Will it be end?
Will it be forever?
~~
My body felt weak, my heart raced, my mind blowed,
but my heart smiled.
When you said that,
at the day I finally knew what you felt to me.
“Jaejoong-ah, I’m sorry..”
“What’s wrong Yunho-yah?”
“I’m sorry.. I, I-want you to be mine Jaejoong-ah.”
~~
I often questions
If this life is fair
When sadness comes
Scattered all my feelings inside
“Yunho-yah, I have something to say..” I couldn’t stand to see his face. His smile, his laugh, his eyes, his loving glance, his gentle voice. I didn’t dare to swept all of that from his face. But I knew, I had to.
“Is something happen Jaejoong-ah??” a soft but worried voice of him, trembled me who looked at everything but his eyes.
“…”
“Please tell me, Jaejoong-ah..” I chocked in my own sobs, my trembling hand looking for a pair of warm arms that held me tight all this time.
~~
Everything about love
Makes our heart fly
Brings peace
Cooled the world
“Jaejoong-ah, I’m sorry..”
“What now Yunho-yah?”
“I’m sorry that I love you, Jejoong-ah..”
~~
Everything about regret
Makes our heart hurt
Brings tears
Scattered all my feelings inside
“Yunho-yah, I don’t know what to do..” He’s the one I could spared this pained heart. He’s the one that made me smiles, laughs, and cries. He’s my shelter, my home.
“Don’t worry Jaejoong-ah, I’m here, I’ll always here..” a gush of warm feelings seeped through my heart.
“I know, Yunho-yah..” and that’s what I thought.
~~
It isn’t easy for my heart
It isn’t easy to bear
When you had to say
Goodbye….
~~
My body freezzed, my heart stopped, my mind blanked,
and my heart throbbed.
When you said that,
At the day you made me choose.
“Jaejoong-ah, I’m sorry..” his eyes told me that something’s going on with you. You couldn’t lie to me, neither could I. And I didn’t expect this time would come.
“Why another sorry, Yunho-yah?” still clueless what this conversation would lead to, albeit I already sensed you acted different lately. You seemed to more caring to me, more gentle, and so much more loving me. As if you would leave me, so you wouldn’t want to waste your limited time with me.
“... me or your life. Answer me, Jaejoong-ah..” A jolt of shocked bumped into me.
“Yun-Yunho…”
“Jaejoong-ah, please..” his pleading and hurt voice pained me to the core.
“I, I- can’t..” His hands cupped my already wet face. His thumps caressed my cheeks lovingly, removed the lines of tears there.
“But, you have to..” I know I had to choose, he didn’t have to remain me.
“No. Please, Yunho-yah, I can’t..” I couldn’t see his face anymore! I wanted to see him so badly, but my tears blurred my vision completely.
“I know you can, Jaejoong-ah…” I lost my voice, as if God took them instantly. No! please, I wanted to say something to you! I tried so hard to screamed, I wanted you to stay, I wanted to say that I want you, I wanted to say that I love you! God, please..
“…”
“Then, goodbye, Jaejoong-ah..”
~~
Sometimes I want to run away
When I see reality…
It isn’t easy for my heart
It isn’t easy to bear
When you had to say
Goodbye….
~~
One day you asked me, what I love more,
you or my life.
And when I said my life,
then you walked away from me without knowing
that you are my life… *
~~
A/N :
* I quote this lines from my friend who I hadn’t meet for a long time. And I miss her badly right now. >___<
The song I used is from one of my favorite song “Goodbye”, this song was so well known when I’m still in junior high school.
I’m all emo today. -____-
January 7th, 2010