Hi 2019 and my opinion about arashi hiatus
ok...
i think it's too late to say happy new year but even though it's still on january..
and this entry should i talk about my goals on 2019 but what it happened is the news from Arashi that they will go hiatus. suddenly, that my heart feel numb. yeah, as you know all most of us love arashi until they become the reason we continued live, and i'm the one.
it's began in 2013 around june. i didn't pass to the university that i want go to and i don't want say that i trapped with my current job. but it's really made me depressed that i couldn't pass. and until the time came to 'i want to suicide'. but....... on nino's special drama on 24 hr tv, there was a line that, "otaku will never committed suicide, because they will not know next episode of their favorite anime". with that simple phrase i decided to not suicide but now... they said they will go hiatus. even though it's not disbandment but it's mean they will not work as five and i don't know how to say that i depressed and stressed about this.
'oh come on, your faith is low!'
'you are just exaggerated'
'increase your faith, it's not your idol'
'
etc
and to those who said this, i hate you all. hahahaha. you know me now, is also arashi's influence. so, we have each reason to continuing our live. don't blame to everything about me, ok?!
last, for Ohno Kun, Occhan, Satoshi <3
my man, my love, my everything..
i know we will never ever could meet even if we meet it could be call destiny (LOL, ok in this i exaggerated). because, i know the possible of meet you is almost 0% i don't know you will come to indonesia or not, i don't know if i still have a chance to go to Japan or not. you should know that my life was you since junior high school. yea, everything about social media, ATM'S pin, and others. the name i put to my nickname, the birthday i used for keyword, your lucky number, your favorite color, your hobby, your favorite food, it's just me without knowing that is about yours too. thank you for always give me an inspirational word. i really appreciate it.
i think it's too late to say happy new year but even though it's still on january..
and this entry should i talk about my goals on 2019 but what it happened is the news from Arashi that they will go hiatus. suddenly, that my heart feel numb. yeah, as you know all most of us love arashi until they become the reason we continued live, and i'm the one.
it's began in 2013 around june. i didn't pass to the university that i want go to and i don't want say that i trapped with my current job. but it's really made me depressed that i couldn't pass. and until the time came to 'i want to suicide'. but....... on nino's special drama on 24 hr tv, there was a line that, "otaku will never committed suicide, because they will not know next episode of their favorite anime". with that simple phrase i decided to not suicide but now... they said they will go hiatus. even though it's not disbandment but it's mean they will not work as five and i don't know how to say that i depressed and stressed about this.
'oh come on, your faith is low!'
'you are just exaggerated'
'increase your faith, it's not your idol'
'
etc
and to those who said this, i hate you all. hahahaha. you know me now, is also arashi's influence. so, we have each reason to continuing our live. don't blame to everything about me, ok?!
last, for Ohno Kun, Occhan, Satoshi <3
my man, my love, my everything..
i know we will never ever could meet even if we meet it could be call destiny (LOL, ok in this i exaggerated). because, i know the possible of meet you is almost 0% i don't know you will come to indonesia or not, i don't know if i still have a chance to go to Japan or not. you should know that my life was you since junior high school. yea, everything about social media, ATM'S pin, and others. the name i put to my nickname, the birthday i used for keyword, your lucky number, your favorite color, your hobby, your favorite food, it's just me without knowing that is about yours too. thank you for always give me an inspirational word. i really appreciate it.