omg i did it
i. can't. seem. to. update. my. journal.
so many significant things have happened to me. but then, for fear of how much people should know, or which groups of people should know, i end up not putting up anything in my head on this blog. not that it's has an impact, i doubt much ppl visit here anyways.
oh yea but i will be, though, going to follow a student exchange programme to japan. for the 2nd time. emerson's mum is kind enough to save a seat for me. so em and i are gonna go for a trip to japan yay!!! it's gonna be the saturday mmu takes a break.. wow.
when i asked papa and umi about the exchange, i was just asking "main-main". em did offer me the place, and i said i was interested, but i highly doubted the chances of me being able to go.. but whaddayaknow, my parents said it's okay.
although when my papa smsed me saying its okay, he said something like "kali ni umi papa bagi nini happy, nanti bila tua nanti nini bagi umi papa happy pulak". i felt something when i read this msg, although i can't exactly tell what exact emotion did i have in me at the time.
and when papa handed me the cheque, they said this, "umi papa boleh kasi nini pergi sebab nini dapat scholarship, kalau tak, tak mampu la.." i was like.. uhmmm... yes. that's true. financial wise my family had never been of the wealthy kind. we're good enough to support ourselves but that's about it.
their words, though, had sparked a suspicion in my head. which i think i can't disclose here.
other than that, things had been incredibly dandy. other than the past couple of days where i find myself getting easily aggravated, but the smallest things. like having to repeat myself, or having to drive, or having to wait, or being disappointed by disappointing EXPENSIVE food, or having to stand cigarette smoke. it's incredible how these minute lil things can have so much effect on me for the whole day, or for at least a couple of hours.
oh yes i had also been involved in a music clip production with for english assignment, with lina and jason. presentation's tomorrow. the timing for the music and the footage seems impossible at first, but after just one cut of a scene, everything seems to naturally fall into place, mostly coincidental. alhamdulillah, we needn't stay up for 3 nights for editing.. was much faster than expected. even the filming was only done in 3 days, and i can safely say that those 3 days we use less than half of the daytime.. if compiled, i would say it took about just 5-6 hours, together with the petaling street+centralmarket trip.
and oh yes aside from the fact that i get aggravated easily, i am also very very happy due to a certain event.
i wonder if it's to balance things out. the extra happiness that i'm getting is prolly balanced by the aggravation. God is fair i suppose. =) nak suruh ingat dunia la tu. haha.
oh look i actually did update my journal, somewhat. nothing deep. but yea at least something. okay mae something for you to read finally~!!!
omg i did it XD
so many significant things have happened to me. but then, for fear of how much people should know, or which groups of people should know, i end up not putting up anything in my head on this blog. not that it's has an impact, i doubt much ppl visit here anyways.
oh yea but i will be, though, going to follow a student exchange programme to japan. for the 2nd time. emerson's mum is kind enough to save a seat for me. so em and i are gonna go for a trip to japan yay!!! it's gonna be the saturday mmu takes a break.. wow.
when i asked papa and umi about the exchange, i was just asking "main-main". em did offer me the place, and i said i was interested, but i highly doubted the chances of me being able to go.. but whaddayaknow, my parents said it's okay.
although when my papa smsed me saying its okay, he said something like "kali ni umi papa bagi nini happy, nanti bila tua nanti nini bagi umi papa happy pulak". i felt something when i read this msg, although i can't exactly tell what exact emotion did i have in me at the time.
and when papa handed me the cheque, they said this, "umi papa boleh kasi nini pergi sebab nini dapat scholarship, kalau tak, tak mampu la.." i was like.. uhmmm... yes. that's true. financial wise my family had never been of the wealthy kind. we're good enough to support ourselves but that's about it.
their words, though, had sparked a suspicion in my head. which i think i can't disclose here.
other than that, things had been incredibly dandy. other than the past couple of days where i find myself getting easily aggravated, but the smallest things. like having to repeat myself, or having to drive, or having to wait, or being disappointed by disappointing EXPENSIVE food, or having to stand cigarette smoke. it's incredible how these minute lil things can have so much effect on me for the whole day, or for at least a couple of hours.
oh yes i had also been involved in a music clip production with for english assignment, with lina and jason. presentation's tomorrow. the timing for the music and the footage seems impossible at first, but after just one cut of a scene, everything seems to naturally fall into place, mostly coincidental. alhamdulillah, we needn't stay up for 3 nights for editing.. was much faster than expected. even the filming was only done in 3 days, and i can safely say that those 3 days we use less than half of the daytime.. if compiled, i would say it took about just 5-6 hours, together with the petaling street+centralmarket trip.
and oh yes aside from the fact that i get aggravated easily, i am also very very happy due to a certain event.
i wonder if it's to balance things out. the extra happiness that i'm getting is prolly balanced by the aggravation. God is fair i suppose. =) nak suruh ingat dunia la tu. haha.
oh look i actually did update my journal, somewhat. nothing deep. but yea at least something. okay mae something for you to read finally~!!!
omg i did it XD