Turn 51: Doing fine and then...
Grandma starting throwing up stuff again today. =( Just when she had been doing fine thru the week.
I think it's all because of stress. Last time on saturday, Mom and dad had just left. That was pretty stressfull. Today, we got in the two new kids, 5 yr old boy and 2 yr old girl. Boy was pretty good. A little hyper, but a good listener and polite. The girl....
She CRIED. Okay, okay. I expected it, I mean, she's TWO years old. Actually, she didn't even cry as much or as bad as I had thought. However, her crying stressed out grandma a LOT. Not much I could do there.... :/ Also, I let my sis go with her friends for disneylad tomorrow so she's gonna be out the whole day. That kinda stressed grandma since she'd be alone with the kids while I picked up and dropped off kids at school.
Really, there's only gonna be 3 kids coming in for the morning, the new kids and our usual two year old, it's not a big deal and grandma can handle them while I drive the school kids around. I know she can, heck, the boy actually tries to take care of his sister. He calmed her down a bit today. But grandma nonetheless started throwing up today in the afternoon. I somewhat regret letting my sister go, but honestly, she been a GREAT help to me this week. She's really worked hard and I really wanted to give her some free time, ya know? She's earned it. She's always falling asleep in the afternoons. She's tired, but she tells me that I shouldn't let her sleep, she wants to be with me. This was supposed to be my work. Not hers, but she's stuck by me as much as she could, and I can't thank her enough for that.
I hope grandma will be okay. If that wasn't enough, I think I just found out my mom learned has ulcers (she said the name in spanish, not sure if I'm right) during her stay in Mexico and MIGHT have to stay longer for tests/ treatment D= On top of that, Alex was here with me when I got the call and I started crying. He just kinda held me for a while and I knew he felt bad about the fact that he can't do anything to help me. I can't allow anybody who hasn't been fingerprinted and ok'd by the lincensing office into the daycare during working hours. He, Sal and a ton of other people have offered help and support, but I can't really let them do anything.
... My head hurts. I ate pretty much squat again today and I seem to only serve to worry people about me more lately. I think I may have even ruined part of Alex's day tomorrow...
I feel kinda sick myself. Hope mom will call tomorrow with better news after seeing the doctors again.
...I'm pretty worried.
I think it's all because of stress. Last time on saturday, Mom and dad had just left. That was pretty stressfull. Today, we got in the two new kids, 5 yr old boy and 2 yr old girl. Boy was pretty good. A little hyper, but a good listener and polite. The girl....
She CRIED. Okay, okay. I expected it, I mean, she's TWO years old. Actually, she didn't even cry as much or as bad as I had thought. However, her crying stressed out grandma a LOT. Not much I could do there.... :/ Also, I let my sis go with her friends for disneylad tomorrow so she's gonna be out the whole day. That kinda stressed grandma since she'd be alone with the kids while I picked up and dropped off kids at school.
Really, there's only gonna be 3 kids coming in for the morning, the new kids and our usual two year old, it's not a big deal and grandma can handle them while I drive the school kids around. I know she can, heck, the boy actually tries to take care of his sister. He calmed her down a bit today. But grandma nonetheless started throwing up today in the afternoon. I somewhat regret letting my sister go, but honestly, she been a GREAT help to me this week. She's really worked hard and I really wanted to give her some free time, ya know? She's earned it. She's always falling asleep in the afternoons. She's tired, but she tells me that I shouldn't let her sleep, she wants to be with me. This was supposed to be my work. Not hers, but she's stuck by me as much as she could, and I can't thank her enough for that.
I hope grandma will be okay. If that wasn't enough, I think I just found out my mom learned has ulcers (she said the name in spanish, not sure if I'm right) during her stay in Mexico and MIGHT have to stay longer for tests/ treatment D= On top of that, Alex was here with me when I got the call and I started crying. He just kinda held me for a while and I knew he felt bad about the fact that he can't do anything to help me. I can't allow anybody who hasn't been fingerprinted and ok'd by the lincensing office into the daycare during working hours. He, Sal and a ton of other people have offered help and support, but I can't really let them do anything.
... My head hurts. I ate pretty much squat again today and I seem to only serve to worry people about me more lately. I think I may have even ruined part of Alex's day tomorrow...
I feel kinda sick myself. Hope mom will call tomorrow with better news after seeing the doctors again.
...I'm pretty worried.