i just wrote two poems i was bored check em out

Mar 24, 2006 21:06

how i hate the way my mom is:

I can’t stand this place anymore, I’m so sick of it
You’re always judging, you’re never happy with what I do
I can’t change my ways to be what you want me to.
You say you love me and you want me happy
I’m finally happy and you want to take that away
I can’t let you this time I feel like I’ll lose my soul
You want me to abandon all my friends, start over new
Be friends with preppy people like you
You say I’ll be happy, you say I’ll have fun
The truth is I wont, because I’m not like you.
I’m different. Can you not see it?
We’re nothing alike not me and you
I hate how you act, like your better than them
Like they should be cleaning after you wishing they had your life
You can be so snobby and so nice
They all like you and you give them your pity
I hate how you feel sorry for them and how you wish you could change how they were brought up.
Would you accept them then, if they were more like you?
You’re sadder then they are your whole life is a lie
Everything and Everyone in it is FAKE.
Your husband hates you, your kids betray you
I act as if you’ve never changed the way I grew up to be
I don’t need you anymore I don’t want you in my life
I need you to leave me alone and let me live my life.

About my mom crying:

You walk in with your eyes blood shot
From your secret crying you only do when you’re alone
You’re too proud to let anyone see you when you’re at your weakest moments
You act as if it doesn’t bother you that you’re going to be alone forever
Maybe one day you’ll find hope that you can move on and be with someone else
You put on a fake smile laugh a little bit look around you for the scarce happiness in our home, the same thing you look for every day
You find a quick fix of happiness that will get you through the day
When he walks into your house it becomes uncomfortable
He is trying to take control still being the person in charge you know he’s the only one that can criticize you and have it hurt

their not really done yet but felt like posting them
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