My Heart Tells Everything (Yamada Ryosuke)
“Otsukaresama deshita!”
“Otsukare! Yamada-kun!”
“So perfect! Thanks for today, Yamada-kun!”
“You’re wonderful! Thanks for today!”
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Okay, shut up. Enough for today, dudeh. I’m totaly sick of this work. I mean... no. I like being an idol or actor or singer or whatever you say, but I hate it when I have to show this poker face to my fans. Oh, yeah... I'm pretending everyday just for the sake of money. Regardless when I was in bad mood, a wide yet fake smile must always spreaded across my lips. You know how tired I am.
Tring~ you’ve got mail~
I frown as I take my cellphone from my pant’s pocket.
Ryosuke, how’s your job? ƪ(ˆ▽ˆ)ʃ Did you enjoy it? I know you’re tired. Get rest soon! (≧◡≦)
Wow. I got my warmth, really. This message is so....
“Yamada-kun? What’s wrong?”
I’m surprised and turn around to find someone who’s calling me. “Ah, nothing...” Watanabe-san, one of the staff on my work’s place approaches me while smirking.
“You just smiled and... oh, blushing when you open your phone. Is there any special thing? Was it from a girl?”
I laugh directly. Girl? Maybe nah.... “Yes, someone who’s like a girl. Ahahaha...”
“Eh? What do you mean? Your girlfriend?” he asks further. I’m still in my laugh. “Johnny-san would kick me from the agency if I have a girlfriend hahaha..”
“Ah, so cruel. So? She is your crush?”
Crush nah... “I dont know. This feeling is so complex.”
“Wow. Young man’s feeling, hahaha! It’s okay.. fight for your feeling if you really like her.” He says and then leavingme alone. I grin at my spot before rushly back to my phone to type something.
I’m okay. And I enjoyed it. You too. Get rest soon.
Send.
Now i’m really smiling. A trully smile from the bottom of my heart.
“Yamada-kun! Your fetch has arrived!” the other staff yells at me. “Ok, i’ll be there in few minutes!” I quickly tidy up my stuff, then come to my manager who is already waiting for me outside.
“Your face is sparkling brightly. This is so unusual. What happened?”
I just give a smile as a respond before shifting my body on the passenger seat.
My manager snorts, “Well, no problem if you refuse to answer. I have know about it.”
“You don’t know anything about me, Ken-san. He’s the only one who know me for whole.” I shouted.
“Right. Just Chinen-kun who knows everything about you.”
I laugh again. So easy, right? If it comes to him I can laugh a lot. And yes, only him who’s know everything about me.
Hello, Everyone! I’m Yamada Ryosuke. A very famous idol. Everyone knows me. But now, i’ll tell you about someone who knows the whole of me. Someone who can make me happy. Someone who’s always there for me. He is...
Chinen Yuri.
This is Story About Him
-Yamada Ryosuke's point of view-
“My Heart Tells Everything”
by
kiwokchwan
And beta-ing by
hikarichan92
Canon, romance, slice of life.
Enjoy!
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My first impression about him is...
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“Hey, what’s your name? How old are you?”
“My name is Yamada Ryosuke. 13 years old. How ab-“
“Nice to meet you, Kabba! I’ll call you Kabba-chan. And.. oh, my name is Chinen Yuri.”
Little Brat.
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“Takaki-kun, i want to sit on your lap~”
Spoiled Brat.
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“I love Okaa-san the most~”
Mom’s boy.
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“Ohno-kun, Dai~~~suki!”
Ohno Satoshi-centric.
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For your information, I was really mad at him that time! How’s come? Heck, Infront of many people he always called me Kabba Kabba and Kabba. What the hell! Kabba is Hippopotamus and i’m not Kabba after all!
Gezz... back again about him.
He is so cute and adorable. I got it. He has an angelic face, tiny body, and fancy smile. I knew it so well, also everyone. But it has no effeft on me when it’s about a Little Brat . If everyone couldn’t bear to scold him. I could.
“i know you’re so cute, but stop call me ‘Kabba’, Brat. I hate you if you keep calling me like that.”
Well, maybe i’m out of the blue. Because at that time, the smile on his lips vanished and his cheerful face turned gloomy in an instant. At that time also, he stopped calling me ‘Kabba’.
“I’m sory, Yamada-kun..”
Then I felt lost. Ahahahaha... how stupid i was. So it’s true that an absurd nickname given by someone meant a lot. Chinen became closer to Yuto then, closer with my rival. Sure you’ve known that I and Nakajima Yuto are rival. Actualy until now hahaha.
Because at that time I haven’t realized my feeling yet, I was still angry toward Chinen. He called Yuto as ‘Yutti’ but called me ‘Kabba’. YOU THINK?! Also, his attitude toward our senpais and other Johnny’s. Gezzz... I can still picture it in my mind that Chinen always acted all bratty, especially toward Arashi’s leader, Ohno-kun.
No one in our agency ever hated him. Everyone was amazed by his lovely face and his wonderful acrobat skills, oh maybe also with his genius brain. Like I said before, Chinen is so pretty and adorable like a baby doll and he is clever as well. When everyone praised him, the most appalling incident happened in our concert few years ago then made his mental down. He suddenly became a Hikikomori and....
“GAAAAH!! Forget it, Ryosuke!! Forget it!! It’s so sick to remember!!”
CKIIIIIT-
My body pushed upward ‘cause the car is suddenly stopped.
“What the hell, Yamada-kun!? You shocked me! Why did you screaming, huh?!”
I give my manager an innocent smile and appologize, “Hehe.. it’s nothing. Just focus at the road, Ken-san!”
“Tsk, Just sleep then! I’ll wake you up when we arrive at your home later!” She says and continue to drive, while i just relaxe my body again in the back seat.
Ah okay.. dont let me talk about that suck thing. Let us discuss about...
Tring~ you’ve got mail~
Have you done with your job? ♪(´ε` ) I’m lonely 'cause I couldn’t see you today (╥_╥)
I smile. Oh God... Just by reading his message can easily boost my mood. And his emoticons are too cute! Chinen is the only one member who often texted me with those kind of emoticons. He’s like a girl, right? Ahahaha...
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“who are you? My girlfriend?”
“Mou~ Ryosuke~”
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When I remember that conversation in radio few years ago, my heart couldn’t stop beating. I always blushed hardly! But he.... he just smiled cutely as if nothing special. Damn! I thought that was just a fanservice cause we were on air, but Chinen kept calling me ‘Ryosuke’ instead of ‘Yama-chan’. He used to approach me while yawning, “Ryousuke~~” and whenever he called me ‘Ryosuke’ My heart went doki doki, and it felt so weird.
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“You’re the one who call me ‘Ryosuke’ beside my family. Why, Chinen? While the others are just calling me with ‘Yama-chan’!”
“Well, ‘cause Ryosuke is indeed your name, right? Yamada is just your resident. We’are close friends so i think it’s better to call you by your first name.” he explained and smiling cutely.
I rolled my eyes. Yes, my name is Ryosuke but-wait, what did he say? Close friends? JUST A CLOSE FRIEND?!
Ah, gomen... i shouldn't be shocked to hear that. Sigh, “But you’re just like my girlfriend if you keep calling me ‘Ryosuke’.”
“Maa... Is there any objection with it?” I could cacth sad expression of him when he said it. A guilty immediately crept me in.
“If you hate it, it’s okay... i call you ‘Yamada’ then.” He smiled. Pretended to smile to be exact. Again, i felt so wrong and.. what happened to me?! I couldn’t bear to see his sad expression. I hate it! I hate this damned feeling!
“if there’s nothing to say more, then i’ll leave now, Ryosu-ah, i mean Yamada.”
“Chotto!” i hugged him unconsciously. Heck, I dont know why i did it. I just followed my instinct and my heart said to hug him.
“Don't call me ‘Yamada’ with that expression. Don't...” I hissed.
He stared to me and gave me his clumsy face. “Heh? You dont like it when i call you ‘Ryosuke’, right? So i call you ‘Yamada’.”
I clucked, “It’s not like that... I just... i just hate it to see your sad face when you call me ‘Yamada’. I dunno why, but for real, i hate it.” i shrugged and blushing, my eyes were tried to avoid his wonderful onyxs but it’s useless, i’ve always wanted to stare at that beautiful eyes.
“I see...” He grinned. “Jaa, from now and forever, i will call you Ryosuke!” then suddenly he hugged me and the silly thing was.. without realizing it i replied by pulling him into my embrace! From that time i’ve made the conclusion that as long as i can see Chinen smiles sincerely, i feel happy too....
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I’ve completed all of my work today. Miss me? We just met yesterday, remember?
I reply Chinen’s message (without emoticon, of course). He says he miss me with so many emoticons. Does he know that his message style just like a girl? Gezz...
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“Isn’t Chinen overly spoiled toward you? he hasn’t given you a treat?” Maruyama-kun asked me when we had a chat in our free time of Nube shooting.
“Never.” I chuckled, “when it’s time to pay, he would look at me with his puppy eyes and i couldn’t bear to let him pay. So definetely i’ll pay for him.”
“Is he a girl?” i catched something ridiculous of his words although he also chuckled.
“You mean that he is my girlfriend, right?” i guessed.
“You named it,”
Then we laughed together but suddenly Chinen came and asked, “who’s the Girlfriend?” and inoccently sat on Maruyama-kun’s lap. I nudged him. “You’re not supposed to sit there, Chinen!”
“Maa... it’s okay, Yamada-kun...” my senior just let him, even embrace his hips.
I growled, couldn’t accept it easily. I pulled Chinen’s hand to make him stand up. “You’re impolite. Remember you age!”
“Tsk, you don’t need to be over jealous, Ryosuke.” Chinen stand up and rolling his eyes. “just say directly that you want me to sit on your lap!”
“What?! I’m not je-“
“YES You are!”
My face turned red, maybe. I wasn’t sure but that time i felt my face was so warm.
“Oh my... Ahahaha...!! You two are so cute ne.. It won't surprise me if you guys have a relationship hahaha...” Maruyama-kun laughed and embrace us.
“Stop it...” i replied but Chinen instead smirked. “Yes, we have, Maruyama-kun.” My eyes widen as I stared at him. What’s ‘have’ that he said?!
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Tring~
Are you missing me? (˘ε˘ƪ)
Huh? Nani kore? It is such a nonsense! But the emoticon is so cute nah~
You know my answer, Yuri.
Send.
I missed him so much. I missed Chinen Yuri everytime i can’t see his cutie figure and fancy smile. I missed him eventhough we often met. I missed him like crazy. He makes me want to see him everytime. By the way, don’t confused with the word ‘Yuri’ in my message, ‘kay. Just in private i’d call him like that. Because Chinen is my privacy.
Tring~
Let’s meet then ♡
Oh my God his emoticon!!!
Tring~
Ups. I’m sory for my emoticon. Don’t blush and get nosebleed, Ryosuke ~(˘▾˘)~
Jerk, i’m really blushing now! What the hell is he!? I should be the one who make him doki-doki!
So what? It’s just emoticon. I can give my real heart to you.
Send.
Aha? Let we see what his respon. I’m pretty sure he is blushing and doki-doki now.
Tring~
Do you still have heart for me? You already give it to me, for sure. Sasuga ne, Ryosuke~ ( ˘ ³˘) my wallet~
COUGH.
“Eh? Are you sick, Yamada-kun?”
I startled. “No i’m okay.”
My manager glances at me while muttering something inaudible then back to focus with her wheel. I stare at my phone’s screen to re-read Chinen’s message. Gezz... since when did i give my heart to him? Tsk, forget it. I got a sudden bad mood now. You know why? ‘Cause i dont like Chinen calling me wallet!! Oh, after Kabba.. now Wallet!?
Heck, eventhough in public he said like that i instead proud, but actualy... i bit dissapointed. So, i just merely a ‘wallet’ for him?
You call me wallet, Just because i’m the one who often treat you?
Send.
My memories travels back to that time...
At the concert in Fukuoka last year.
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“Don’t worry~ he’s here! My wallet is here~!”
Chinen hugged me in the midle of MC part. He also whispered “My wallet~” right in my ear with English, and as usual reaction of fanservice, the audiences screamed madly. I just smile while he kept calling me ‘Wallet’. In Jumparty 5, in Mezamashi Terebi, in interview of magzine, in concert... Wherever! Actualy It pissed me off. But the fact, it’s true that i always pay for him.
If we had a date, i’d be the one who took out my wallet. The most usual treat were meals, but when we had a date to cinema or recreation park, i’d also treat him. It was spontan. When i was with Chinen somewhere... then came the time to pay something, i spontanly took out my wallet and pay for him. But it’s only work for Chinen, not with the others. Because i know whenever we went on a date, he never brought his wallet. Never! And i didnt protest about it and i think it’s okay to pay for him. Maybe that was why he called me wallet. But still.. i felt disapointed to know that he just considered me as his wallet.... huft.
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Tring~
Don’t get disapointed or pissed off just because i call you Wallet, Ryosuke. it’s special. You’re special. You know what i mean, right? (≧///≦)
Wow. He knows what i’m thinking here. Hahaha.. i’m not surprise actualy, because he indeed knows everything about me. And... WOW again, i'm special for him! Hahaha... but what does his ‘mean’? his emoticon is 'blushing' but i can't get his mean why he's blushing. Hmm.. chotto, lemme think first.
I’m his wallet. I’d always pay for him. Whatever he want i’ll buy it for him. I’m his wallet. And i’m special. Because only me who he asks for treat. And only me who can treat him everything. I’m his wallet. And i’m special. So, what does he mean?
GAAAHHH! It makes me dizzy and, Jerk! It’s already midnight! Not the right time to think after all!
Maa.... i dunno what you mean beside i’m special for you. And i know i’m special (laugh)
Send.
Maybe you’ll mock me as stupid. Haha no prob. ‘cause, real! I don’t get his mean and his emoticon. Orz...
Tring~
Oh. I thought Ryosuke can understand me eventhough i don’t say it straightly (⌣_⌣̀)
What the....
This reminds me of our date at one of the famous restaurants. That day he said he was not in the mood to eat anything. When i fetched him to go to the restaurant, he looked gloomy and not cheerful. I know he was in bad mood so i tried to cheer him as a (special) friend. But It’s difficult to ask him out from his house when Hikikamori-mode attacked him.
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“Let’s go, Yuri! Let us get some meal outside. I have a recommended restaurant and i want to eat with you~!”
After i went through couple hours to persuade him to go... he finally agreed. But when we arrived at our destination and came the time to order he seemed not enthusiast at all.
“Do you want to eat Katsu?” i asked patiently.
“No.”
Oh okay... “what about Soba mie?”
“No.”
“Then Gyoza?”
“Nope.”
I began to lose my patience, “You said you would eat something if we go together?!”
Chinen pouted, he turned his face around while saying, “I thought you can understand what i want even without words...”
“Oh, so it’s my fault? Are you my girlfriend?”
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I’ve always asked him about it.
‘Are you my girlfriend?’
Because... because i feel he is really my girlfriend! He acts cutely and girly in private towards me. He always gives me a cute emoticon in massage. He always acts spoiled at me and he knows, i’m a person who spoil him the most (leave aside Keito who i know perfectly that he’s just a butler for Chinen hahaha). Even that Chibi wants to potray as Miyuki in Kindaichi. My role is Hajime-chan, who has feeling towards Miyuki, sure he knows that i have that kind of feeling toward him.
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“Hajime-chan is so cute! But i want to portray as Miyuki~!”
“Well, you would suit it well to portray as Miyuki and wear skirt!” i shouted, his respon was only an awkward smile while blushing hardly. Cuteness overload!
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Are you my girlfriend?
Send.
I don’t have any other words to reply Chinen’s massage beside that one haha...
Tring~
Then i’ll tell you the truth...
Eh? What? What does he want totell to me?
. . . . .
Tring~
Ho... it takes longer than usual for him to reply my message.
You’re my wallet. The only person who often treat and spoil me. The only person who can buy everything for me. I leave my wallet ‘cause i know you will be my wallet, you will automatically pay for me. And what i mean that you are special is not only because you’re my wallet, but you’re like a husband who always pay for someone’s needs. And the someone is... me (I know it, Ryosuke. it’s me hahaha!!). if you considered me as your girlfriend, then you’re my wallet. But implied... you’re my husband. That’s all.
I got my jaw dropped as I read his message. It’s the first time he text me so long and without any emoticon. Usually, he’d always give a cute emoticon on his message when texting me, but this time.... oh, i got it.
Now i understand why my heart always beats so fast if I stay close to him.
Wait me infront of your house. I’ll come quickly.
Send.
“Ken-san, please drive to Chinen’s house now!” i order. My manager turns at me. “Hey, it’s almost midnight, Yamada-kun! You guys can meet tomorrow!”
“No! I want to meet him now! Or i’ll go with a taxy!”
“Aaaaa okay okay!! We go to Chinen’s house now! Happy?”
I give my bitter smile for her and shriek, “Sankyu~!! I promise that you won’t wait for so long.”
And the car speeds up to Chinen’s house.
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“Yamada-kun, we’ve just arriv-“ My manager can’t barely finish her sentence because I hurriedly get off from the car and approach Chinen who’s standing infront of his main door. I immediately embrace him.
“Ugh.. Ryosuke...”
More. I embrace him more tightly.
“Ryosuke...”
More and more and more!
“Ryo... i can’t breath..!” he whines like a child in my chest. I pull out my embrace but my hands are still on his shoulders and grips it firmly. “Yuri...”
“Hmm?”
“Yuri... Yuri.. Yuri...”
“What? What? What?” he looks at me intensly but then he laughs. “What happened, Ryosuke?”
“Is that true?”
“What’s ‘true’?”
I gulp, try to look at him right in his eyes. Arghh!! My heart, please...!!
“Hey, Ryosu-“
“Is that true about considered me as your husband?”
Gotcha! Chinen looked a bit shocked and his face turned red. I'm smirking for it.
He is about to say something but I shut him up by sealing his lips to mine. I kiss him. I lick the bottom of his lips asking for an entrance. He eagerly opens his mouth, letting my tounge to slide in. And we’re batlling for dominance. When air finally become a necesarry, we pull apart.
“I love you, Yuri...” i hissed right in his ear.
“I love you too, my wallet.” Chinen replied and gives me his brightly smile. I frown, “Just wallet?” why, Chinen....?
“in implied~” he sings. I stuck for a moment. Huh? Implied...? in implied so it means.... Oh....
I laugh while pinching his cheecks. “So you are my girlfriend.”
“Mou, i’m not a girl...” he pouts.
“in implied~ “
Chinen laughs, his eyes just looks like two lines. “YEAH!” he squeals and rushly embrace me, i also hug him as tight as possible. And tonight, i guess i will sleep at his house (i'm sory, Ken-san! ahaha). But seems i must threatening this lovely Chibi to not tell in public that i again and again having a sleepover at his house. Really, it’s my privacy!!
“Okay... okay.. calm, Ryosuke. i won’t tell about it in public... hehe.”
I kiss him again. “That’s my Chinen Yuri.”
“Ho, Ryosuke’s Chinen Yuri~!”
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Hello, Everyone! I’m Yamada Ryosuke. A very famous idol. And you should know, i have a girlfriend now! Don’t be jealous~
END.
A/N : My friend, she is Yamachii shipper too, said like this... “Don’t worry if no yamachii fanfic nowdays. Because fanfic is only imagination of fans. Just a fiction! And YamaChii isn’t fiction after all! YamaChii is real!! Fans who always make a fanfic maybe they lacked of their OTP moment haha. But YamaChii always give us a cute and sweet moment. so, leave aside other pair who active in fanfic world! Just focus with YamaChii in real life. they're totally real!!”
I just scream, YESSSS!! YAMACHII IS REAAAL~! Muahahaha but anyway... i made this fanfic for celebrate Yama’s birthday. Because ciel_chiishoryo feels sad that just a few YamaChii fanfic for Yama’s birthday XD Ahahaha... i know i know it's totally late! But i dun care :p and although YamaChii is real and give us so many ‘hint’ in public, but i try to tone up YamaChii in fanfic’s world lolololol XD after this one i want to make 'My Heart Tells Everything' for Chinen version :3 btw, thanks alot for beta-ing Asty-nee >w<
“Otsukare! Yamada-kun!”
“So perfect! Thanks for today, Yamada-kun!”
“You’re wonderful! Thanks for today!”
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Okay, shut up. Enough for today, dudeh. I’m totaly sick of this work. I mean... no. I like being an idol or actor or singer or whatever you say, but I hate it when I have to show this poker face to my fans. Oh, yeah... I'm pretending everyday just for the sake of money. Regardless when I was in bad mood, a wide yet fake smile must always spreaded across my lips. You know how tired I am.
Tring~ you’ve got mail~
I frown as I take my cellphone from my pant’s pocket.
Ryosuke, how’s your job? ƪ(ˆ▽ˆ)ʃ Did you enjoy it? I know you’re tired. Get rest soon! (≧◡≦)
Wow. I got my warmth, really. This message is so....
“Yamada-kun? What’s wrong?”
I’m surprised and turn around to find someone who’s calling me. “Ah, nothing...” Watanabe-san, one of the staff on my work’s place approaches me while smirking.
“You just smiled and... oh, blushing when you open your phone. Is there any special thing? Was it from a girl?”
I laugh directly. Girl? Maybe nah.... “Yes, someone who’s like a girl. Ahahaha...”
“Eh? What do you mean? Your girlfriend?” he asks further. I’m still in my laugh. “Johnny-san would kick me from the agency if I have a girlfriend hahaha..”
“Ah, so cruel. So? She is your crush?”
Crush nah... “I dont know. This feeling is so complex.”
“Wow. Young man’s feeling, hahaha! It’s okay.. fight for your feeling if you really like her.” He says and then leavingme alone. I grin at my spot before rushly back to my phone to type something.
I’m okay. And I enjoyed it. You too. Get rest soon.
Send.
Now i’m really smiling. A trully smile from the bottom of my heart.
“Yamada-kun! Your fetch has arrived!” the other staff yells at me. “Ok, i’ll be there in few minutes!” I quickly tidy up my stuff, then come to my manager who is already waiting for me outside.
“Your face is sparkling brightly. This is so unusual. What happened?”
I just give a smile as a respond before shifting my body on the passenger seat.
My manager snorts, “Well, no problem if you refuse to answer. I have know about it.”
“You don’t know anything about me, Ken-san. He’s the only one who know me for whole.” I shouted.
“Right. Just Chinen-kun who knows everything about you.”
I laugh again. So easy, right? If it comes to him I can laugh a lot. And yes, only him who’s know everything about me.
Hello, Everyone! I’m Yamada Ryosuke. A very famous idol. Everyone knows me. But now, i’ll tell you about someone who knows the whole of me. Someone who can make me happy. Someone who’s always there for me. He is...
Chinen Yuri.
This is Story About Him
-Yamada Ryosuke's point of view-
“My Heart Tells Everything”
by
kiwokchwan
And beta-ing by
hikarichan92
Canon, romance, slice of life.
Enjoy!
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My first impression about him is...
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“Hey, what’s your name? How old are you?”
“My name is Yamada Ryosuke. 13 years old. How ab-“
“Nice to meet you, Kabba! I’ll call you Kabba-chan. And.. oh, my name is Chinen Yuri.”
Little Brat.
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“Takaki-kun, i want to sit on your lap~”
Spoiled Brat.
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“I love Okaa-san the most~”
Mom’s boy.
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“Ohno-kun, Dai~~~suki!”
Ohno Satoshi-centric.
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For your information, I was really mad at him that time! How’s come? Heck, Infront of many people he always called me Kabba Kabba and Kabba. What the hell! Kabba is Hippopotamus and i’m not Kabba after all!
Gezz... back again about him.
He is so cute and adorable. I got it. He has an angelic face, tiny body, and fancy smile. I knew it so well, also everyone. But it has no effeft on me when it’s about a Little Brat . If everyone couldn’t bear to scold him. I could.
“i know you’re so cute, but stop call me ‘Kabba’, Brat. I hate you if you keep calling me like that.”
Well, maybe i’m out of the blue. Because at that time, the smile on his lips vanished and his cheerful face turned gloomy in an instant. At that time also, he stopped calling me ‘Kabba’.
“I’m sory, Yamada-kun..”
Then I felt lost. Ahahahaha... how stupid i was. So it’s true that an absurd nickname given by someone meant a lot. Chinen became closer to Yuto then, closer with my rival. Sure you’ve known that I and Nakajima Yuto are rival. Actualy until now hahaha.
Because at that time I haven’t realized my feeling yet, I was still angry toward Chinen. He called Yuto as ‘Yutti’ but called me ‘Kabba’. YOU THINK?! Also, his attitude toward our senpais and other Johnny’s. Gezzz... I can still picture it in my mind that Chinen always acted all bratty, especially toward Arashi’s leader, Ohno-kun.
No one in our agency ever hated him. Everyone was amazed by his lovely face and his wonderful acrobat skills, oh maybe also with his genius brain. Like I said before, Chinen is so pretty and adorable like a baby doll and he is clever as well. When everyone praised him, the most appalling incident happened in our concert few years ago then made his mental down. He suddenly became a Hikikomori and....
“GAAAAH!! Forget it, Ryosuke!! Forget it!! It’s so sick to remember!!”
CKIIIIIT-
My body pushed upward ‘cause the car is suddenly stopped.
“What the hell, Yamada-kun!? You shocked me! Why did you screaming, huh?!”
I give my manager an innocent smile and appologize, “Hehe.. it’s nothing. Just focus at the road, Ken-san!”
“Tsk, Just sleep then! I’ll wake you up when we arrive at your home later!” She says and continue to drive, while i just relaxe my body again in the back seat.
Ah okay.. dont let me talk about that suck thing. Let us discuss about...
Tring~ you’ve got mail~
Have you done with your job? ♪(´ε` ) I’m lonely 'cause I couldn’t see you today (╥_╥)
I smile. Oh God... Just by reading his message can easily boost my mood. And his emoticons are too cute! Chinen is the only one member who often texted me with those kind of emoticons. He’s like a girl, right? Ahahaha...
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“who are you? My girlfriend?”
“Mou~ Ryosuke~”
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When I remember that conversation in radio few years ago, my heart couldn’t stop beating. I always blushed hardly! But he.... he just smiled cutely as if nothing special. Damn! I thought that was just a fanservice cause we were on air, but Chinen kept calling me ‘Ryosuke’ instead of ‘Yama-chan’. He used to approach me while yawning, “Ryousuke~~” and whenever he called me ‘Ryosuke’ My heart went doki doki, and it felt so weird.
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“You’re the one who call me ‘Ryosuke’ beside my family. Why, Chinen? While the others are just calling me with ‘Yama-chan’!”
“Well, ‘cause Ryosuke is indeed your name, right? Yamada is just your resident. We’are close friends so i think it’s better to call you by your first name.” he explained and smiling cutely.
I rolled my eyes. Yes, my name is Ryosuke but-wait, what did he say? Close friends? JUST A CLOSE FRIEND?!
Ah, gomen... i shouldn't be shocked to hear that. Sigh, “But you’re just like my girlfriend if you keep calling me ‘Ryosuke’.”
“Maa... Is there any objection with it?” I could cacth sad expression of him when he said it. A guilty immediately crept me in.
“If you hate it, it’s okay... i call you ‘Yamada’ then.” He smiled. Pretended to smile to be exact. Again, i felt so wrong and.. what happened to me?! I couldn’t bear to see his sad expression. I hate it! I hate this damned feeling!
“if there’s nothing to say more, then i’ll leave now, Ryosu-ah, i mean Yamada.”
“Chotto!” i hugged him unconsciously. Heck, I dont know why i did it. I just followed my instinct and my heart said to hug him.
“Don't call me ‘Yamada’ with that expression. Don't...” I hissed.
He stared to me and gave me his clumsy face. “Heh? You dont like it when i call you ‘Ryosuke’, right? So i call you ‘Yamada’.”
I clucked, “It’s not like that... I just... i just hate it to see your sad face when you call me ‘Yamada’. I dunno why, but for real, i hate it.” i shrugged and blushing, my eyes were tried to avoid his wonderful onyxs but it’s useless, i’ve always wanted to stare at that beautiful eyes.
“I see...” He grinned. “Jaa, from now and forever, i will call you Ryosuke!” then suddenly he hugged me and the silly thing was.. without realizing it i replied by pulling him into my embrace! From that time i’ve made the conclusion that as long as i can see Chinen smiles sincerely, i feel happy too....
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I’ve completed all of my work today. Miss me? We just met yesterday, remember?
I reply Chinen’s message (without emoticon, of course). He says he miss me with so many emoticons. Does he know that his message style just like a girl? Gezz...
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“Isn’t Chinen overly spoiled toward you? he hasn’t given you a treat?” Maruyama-kun asked me when we had a chat in our free time of Nube shooting.
“Never.” I chuckled, “when it’s time to pay, he would look at me with his puppy eyes and i couldn’t bear to let him pay. So definetely i’ll pay for him.”
“Is he a girl?” i catched something ridiculous of his words although he also chuckled.
“You mean that he is my girlfriend, right?” i guessed.
“You named it,”
Then we laughed together but suddenly Chinen came and asked, “who’s the Girlfriend?” and inoccently sat on Maruyama-kun’s lap. I nudged him. “You’re not supposed to sit there, Chinen!”
“Maa... it’s okay, Yamada-kun...” my senior just let him, even embrace his hips.
I growled, couldn’t accept it easily. I pulled Chinen’s hand to make him stand up. “You’re impolite. Remember you age!”
“Tsk, you don’t need to be over jealous, Ryosuke.” Chinen stand up and rolling his eyes. “just say directly that you want me to sit on your lap!”
“What?! I’m not je-“
“YES You are!”
My face turned red, maybe. I wasn’t sure but that time i felt my face was so warm.
“Oh my... Ahahaha...!! You two are so cute ne.. It won't surprise me if you guys have a relationship hahaha...” Maruyama-kun laughed and embrace us.
“Stop it...” i replied but Chinen instead smirked. “Yes, we have, Maruyama-kun.” My eyes widen as I stared at him. What’s ‘have’ that he said?!
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Tring~
Are you missing me? (˘ε˘ƪ)
Huh? Nani kore? It is such a nonsense! But the emoticon is so cute nah~
You know my answer, Yuri.
Send.
I missed him so much. I missed Chinen Yuri everytime i can’t see his cutie figure and fancy smile. I missed him eventhough we often met. I missed him like crazy. He makes me want to see him everytime. By the way, don’t confused with the word ‘Yuri’ in my message, ‘kay. Just in private i’d call him like that. Because Chinen is my privacy.
Tring~
Let’s meet then ♡
Oh my God his emoticon!!!
Tring~
Ups. I’m sory for my emoticon. Don’t blush and get nosebleed, Ryosuke ~(˘▾˘)~
Jerk, i’m really blushing now! What the hell is he!? I should be the one who make him doki-doki!
So what? It’s just emoticon. I can give my real heart to you.
Send.
Aha? Let we see what his respon. I’m pretty sure he is blushing and doki-doki now.
Tring~
Do you still have heart for me? You already give it to me, for sure. Sasuga ne, Ryosuke~ ( ˘ ³˘) my wallet~
COUGH.
“Eh? Are you sick, Yamada-kun?”
I startled. “No i’m okay.”
My manager glances at me while muttering something inaudible then back to focus with her wheel. I stare at my phone’s screen to re-read Chinen’s message. Gezz... since when did i give my heart to him? Tsk, forget it. I got a sudden bad mood now. You know why? ‘Cause i dont like Chinen calling me wallet!! Oh, after Kabba.. now Wallet!?
Heck, eventhough in public he said like that i instead proud, but actualy... i bit dissapointed. So, i just merely a ‘wallet’ for him?
You call me wallet, Just because i’m the one who often treat you?
Send.
My memories travels back to that time...
At the concert in Fukuoka last year.
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“Don’t worry~ he’s here! My wallet is here~!”
Chinen hugged me in the midle of MC part. He also whispered “My wallet~” right in my ear with English, and as usual reaction of fanservice, the audiences screamed madly. I just smile while he kept calling me ‘Wallet’. In Jumparty 5, in Mezamashi Terebi, in interview of magzine, in concert... Wherever! Actualy It pissed me off. But the fact, it’s true that i always pay for him.
If we had a date, i’d be the one who took out my wallet. The most usual treat were meals, but when we had a date to cinema or recreation park, i’d also treat him. It was spontan. When i was with Chinen somewhere... then came the time to pay something, i spontanly took out my wallet and pay for him. But it’s only work for Chinen, not with the others. Because i know whenever we went on a date, he never brought his wallet. Never! And i didnt protest about it and i think it’s okay to pay for him. Maybe that was why he called me wallet. But still.. i felt disapointed to know that he just considered me as his wallet.... huft.
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Tring~
Don’t get disapointed or pissed off just because i call you Wallet, Ryosuke. it’s special. You’re special. You know what i mean, right? (≧///≦)
Wow. He knows what i’m thinking here. Hahaha.. i’m not surprise actualy, because he indeed knows everything about me. And... WOW again, i'm special for him! Hahaha... but what does his ‘mean’? his emoticon is 'blushing' but i can't get his mean why he's blushing. Hmm.. chotto, lemme think first.
I’m his wallet. I’d always pay for him. Whatever he want i’ll buy it for him. I’m his wallet. And i’m special. Because only me who he asks for treat. And only me who can treat him everything. I’m his wallet. And i’m special. So, what does he mean?
GAAAHHH! It makes me dizzy and, Jerk! It’s already midnight! Not the right time to think after all!
Maa.... i dunno what you mean beside i’m special for you. And i know i’m special (laugh)
Send.
Maybe you’ll mock me as stupid. Haha no prob. ‘cause, real! I don’t get his mean and his emoticon. Orz...
Tring~
Oh. I thought Ryosuke can understand me eventhough i don’t say it straightly (⌣_⌣̀)
What the....
This reminds me of our date at one of the famous restaurants. That day he said he was not in the mood to eat anything. When i fetched him to go to the restaurant, he looked gloomy and not cheerful. I know he was in bad mood so i tried to cheer him as a (special) friend. But It’s difficult to ask him out from his house when Hikikamori-mode attacked him.
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“Let’s go, Yuri! Let us get some meal outside. I have a recommended restaurant and i want to eat with you~!”
After i went through couple hours to persuade him to go... he finally agreed. But when we arrived at our destination and came the time to order he seemed not enthusiast at all.
“Do you want to eat Katsu?” i asked patiently.
“No.”
Oh okay... “what about Soba mie?”
“No.”
“Then Gyoza?”
“Nope.”
I began to lose my patience, “You said you would eat something if we go together?!”
Chinen pouted, he turned his face around while saying, “I thought you can understand what i want even without words...”
“Oh, so it’s my fault? Are you my girlfriend?”
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I’ve always asked him about it.
‘Are you my girlfriend?’
Because... because i feel he is really my girlfriend! He acts cutely and girly in private towards me. He always gives me a cute emoticon in massage. He always acts spoiled at me and he knows, i’m a person who spoil him the most (leave aside Keito who i know perfectly that he’s just a butler for Chinen hahaha). Even that Chibi wants to potray as Miyuki in Kindaichi. My role is Hajime-chan, who has feeling towards Miyuki, sure he knows that i have that kind of feeling toward him.
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“Hajime-chan is so cute! But i want to portray as Miyuki~!”
“Well, you would suit it well to portray as Miyuki and wear skirt!” i shouted, his respon was only an awkward smile while blushing hardly. Cuteness overload!
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Are you my girlfriend?
Send.
I don’t have any other words to reply Chinen’s massage beside that one haha...
Tring~
Then i’ll tell you the truth...
Eh? What? What does he want totell to me?
. . . . .
Tring~
Ho... it takes longer than usual for him to reply my message.
You’re my wallet. The only person who often treat and spoil me. The only person who can buy everything for me. I leave my wallet ‘cause i know you will be my wallet, you will automatically pay for me. And what i mean that you are special is not only because you’re my wallet, but you’re like a husband who always pay for someone’s needs. And the someone is... me (I know it, Ryosuke. it’s me hahaha!!). if you considered me as your girlfriend, then you’re my wallet. But implied... you’re my husband. That’s all.
I got my jaw dropped as I read his message. It’s the first time he text me so long and without any emoticon. Usually, he’d always give a cute emoticon on his message when texting me, but this time.... oh, i got it.
Now i understand why my heart always beats so fast if I stay close to him.
Wait me infront of your house. I’ll come quickly.
Send.
“Ken-san, please drive to Chinen’s house now!” i order. My manager turns at me. “Hey, it’s almost midnight, Yamada-kun! You guys can meet tomorrow!”
“No! I want to meet him now! Or i’ll go with a taxy!”
“Aaaaa okay okay!! We go to Chinen’s house now! Happy?”
I give my bitter smile for her and shriek, “Sankyu~!! I promise that you won’t wait for so long.”
And the car speeds up to Chinen’s house.
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“Yamada-kun, we’ve just arriv-“ My manager can’t barely finish her sentence because I hurriedly get off from the car and approach Chinen who’s standing infront of his main door. I immediately embrace him.
“Ugh.. Ryosuke...”
More. I embrace him more tightly.
“Ryosuke...”
More and more and more!
“Ryo... i can’t breath..!” he whines like a child in my chest. I pull out my embrace but my hands are still on his shoulders and grips it firmly. “Yuri...”
“Hmm?”
“Yuri... Yuri.. Yuri...”
“What? What? What?” he looks at me intensly but then he laughs. “What happened, Ryosuke?”
“Is that true?”
“What’s ‘true’?”
I gulp, try to look at him right in his eyes. Arghh!! My heart, please...!!
“Hey, Ryosu-“
“Is that true about considered me as your husband?”
Gotcha! Chinen looked a bit shocked and his face turned red. I'm smirking for it.
He is about to say something but I shut him up by sealing his lips to mine. I kiss him. I lick the bottom of his lips asking for an entrance. He eagerly opens his mouth, letting my tounge to slide in. And we’re batlling for dominance. When air finally become a necesarry, we pull apart.
“I love you, Yuri...” i hissed right in his ear.
“I love you too, my wallet.” Chinen replied and gives me his brightly smile. I frown, “Just wallet?” why, Chinen....?
“in implied~” he sings. I stuck for a moment. Huh? Implied...? in implied so it means.... Oh....
I laugh while pinching his cheecks. “So you are my girlfriend.”
“Mou, i’m not a girl...” he pouts.
“in implied~ “
Chinen laughs, his eyes just looks like two lines. “YEAH!” he squeals and rushly embrace me, i also hug him as tight as possible. And tonight, i guess i will sleep at his house (i'm sory, Ken-san! ahaha). But seems i must threatening this lovely Chibi to not tell in public that i again and again having a sleepover at his house. Really, it’s my privacy!!
“Okay... okay.. calm, Ryosuke. i won’t tell about it in public... hehe.”
I kiss him again. “That’s my Chinen Yuri.”
“Ho, Ryosuke’s Chinen Yuri~!”
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Hello, Everyone! I’m Yamada Ryosuke. A very famous idol. And you should know, i have a girlfriend now! Don’t be jealous~
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A/N : My friend, she is Yamachii shipper too, said like this... “Don’t worry if no yamachii fanfic nowdays. Because fanfic is only imagination of fans. Just a fiction! And YamaChii isn’t fiction after all! YamaChii is real!! Fans who always make a fanfic maybe they lacked of their OTP moment haha. But YamaChii always give us a cute and sweet moment. so, leave aside other pair who active in fanfic world! Just focus with YamaChii in real life. they're totally real!!”
I just scream, YESSSS!! YAMACHII IS REAAAL~! Muahahaha but anyway... i made this fanfic for celebrate Yama’s birthday. Because ciel_chiishoryo feels sad that just a few YamaChii fanfic for Yama’s birthday XD Ahahaha... i know i know it's totally late! But i dun care :p and although YamaChii is real and give us so many ‘hint’ in public, but i try to tone up YamaChii in fanfic’s world lolololol XD after this one i want to make 'My Heart Tells Everything' for Chinen version :3 btw, thanks alot for beta-ing Asty-nee >w<