May 11, 2005 12:45
....i think you know wat i am gettin at. i find it so upseting that the memories that you select you keep the bad and the good you just 4-get...
even tho i am angry i can still say i know my heart will break the day wen you peel out and drive away.. i cant belieave this is happenin...and all this time i never thought...wat all we had would be all 4-got...no i dont hate you ..dont wanna fight you you know ill alway remember you...but rite now i just hate you....because you took this to far.....
Make your desicision and dont you dare think twice...with your instinks along with some bad advice...this didnt turn out the way i thought it would...at all..you blame me but all this was your fault...i tryed to move you but just wouldnt budge i tryed to hold your hand but youd rather hold your grudge... i think you know wat i am gettin at i wanna say goodbye but i am afraid that i will regret it.....now
a waste of always chosin these black eyes or the bruises.. all the heartache that they say.....never completley goes away....
what happened to us??? i heard that i was me we shoulld blame...what happened to us...why didnt i stop you...from turning out this way?
i know that i dont hate you.....and know that i dont wanna fight you...and know i will always remember you....just rite now i just....................
any way i heard the most coolest saying ever yesterday.....
" it is my disicion to let you make a disicision....and it is also my disicion to hold you to the disicion you make.."..
that is so so so tru....
love always,
~!~!~!~!~*KIWI*~!~!~!~!~