2004...
Well, 2004 came with many unexpected surprises. I just lived my life, as usual, and never stopped and took a second to look at it. But then I realize... I never expected 2004 to be the way it was. Seriously. But then again, u never know what your life is gonna be like. You're not psychic or whatever. But this was seriously beyond what I could possibly imagine my life being like. I learned a hell of a lot, my life totally changed, I totally changed... this was a year full of firsts and lasts. Its funny cuz at the time, I'll regret certain things but then, I know if I didn't go through certain situations, I wouldn't be who I am today. Some major things that happened in 2004 include going out with someone very special =), taking the next big step in my life aka applying to colleges, getting my drivers liscence, getting a job then getting fired from it, getting another job, finding out who i am more in depth, getting to know some awesome people a lot better... lots and lots of other stuff happened that was pretty damn important too. 2005 is gonna be crazy... I'm turning 18 in exactly 4 months. What...the... fuck... I dont wanna face that fact. Then I'm going away to college!! Crap thats scary/exciting/yes omg i wanna go so bad hehe. Graduation... prom... I'm not gonna get to see my favorite people as often anymore. Life is gonna suck for a little while but then it'll pick up. I'm sure of it. I started off the new year right. They say that the way you spend new years eve is how you are gonna spend the rest of that year. So apparently I'm gonna party a lot... eh?? Hehe... so that'll be good. Its only a few days into 2005 and I've made some great new friends, some of which I'll never see again due to distance but a couple here on the island. Funny cuz I learned to stop caring about what people think during the cruise. Life is so much easier that way. I'm happy right now. I hope it lasts. I don't want to speak to soon, ya kno? But the past 4 days have been treatin me good hehe.