sigh
so life sucks..i thought i had a date..but aparently mike didnt think it was a date..he thought we were meeting people there..and hanging out..as friends..but now that he knows i thought it was a date..he might not go. i feel like shit..i want to crawl into a hole and die...i thought life was turning good..i thought i was gonna be happy..now i am back in my despair..