Feelings bubbling over
I am so confused about my life right now. I should be pretty secure knowing that I have such a great boyfriend and an awesome job that I love. But certain words spoken and actions taken by other people who are close to me make me question what is good and right.
Aaron's mom told him that he needs to stop "playing house" and that in the grand scheme of things that my job doesn't really matter. She wants us to move to Woodinville or Seattle for the summer so Aaron can go back to his internship at the school district. And now, 4 women who have been my best friend at some point in my life and either married and pregnant or engaged. It hurts to see my best friends have exactly what I want. Lately I have been feeling like I should just quit my job and move to Seattle with Aaron so he can keep his internship there. Then maybe we could get married and have kids sooner than we will if we stay in this position we're in now.
This is mostly just me ranting and getting everything out of my head, but does anyone have any suggestions for me?
Aaron's mom told him that he needs to stop "playing house" and that in the grand scheme of things that my job doesn't really matter. She wants us to move to Woodinville or Seattle for the summer so Aaron can go back to his internship at the school district. And now, 4 women who have been my best friend at some point in my life and either married and pregnant or engaged. It hurts to see my best friends have exactly what I want. Lately I have been feeling like I should just quit my job and move to Seattle with Aaron so he can keep his internship there. Then maybe we could get married and have kids sooner than we will if we stay in this position we're in now.
This is mostly just me ranting and getting everything out of my head, but does anyone have any suggestions for me?