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Forget who I am, what I live for.
Give in for one seemingly perfect moment.
Who cares if it's all ruined in the end?
For a few hours, minutes, seconds.....
I can do no wrong.
Everything is on me, on my choice.
Should I risk it all for some momentary bliss?
Or shall I live in doubt?
For what could have happened.
I'll tell you what happened.
I give in. You get what you want.
It's silence for the moment.
But what comes after?
NOTHING.
I was what you wanted for the moment.
I expected more, foolishly.
I'm not what you want forever,
or even for longer than your attention span.
I hope it was fun for you.
The cost?
Simply my confidence, the same thing you loved once.
When will I ever be good enough?
If it never comes then I will understand and hold on to our moment forever in my memories.
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What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Give in for one seemingly perfect moment.
Who cares if it's all ruined in the end?
For a few hours, minutes, seconds.....
I can do no wrong.
Everything is on me, on my choice.
Should I risk it all for some momentary bliss?
Or shall I live in doubt?
For what could have happened.
I'll tell you what happened.
I give in. You get what you want.
It's silence for the moment.
But what comes after?
NOTHING.
I was what you wanted for the moment.
I expected more, foolishly.
I'm not what you want forever,
or even for longer than your attention span.
I hope it was fun for you.
The cost?
Simply my confidence, the same thing you loved once.
When will I ever be good enough?
If it never comes then I will understand and hold on to our moment forever in my memories.
____________________________________________
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am