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After a huge breakdown this morning I realized that it's not worth it anymore. I can't take the stress and I shouldn't have to.
I had planned on giving my two weeks notice today, but I opted to instead tell my boss that I don't want my lead position. I am not comfortable with it and if I still have a problem then I will be quitting later on down the road. I think I am going to try to go down to Vancouver on Saturday night until the following Tuesday. Being away from my mom is just making all of my problems seem worse.
I am learning about who my friends really are. Who will be there for me and who is around simply for personal gain. I am really disappointed in the latter. I guess I'm just naive enough to think that someone would put the same amount of effort that I do into a friendship. I plan on cutting out the people who are just in it to get something out of me. As if friendship weren't enough. I don't have the energy to care about people who don't really care about me. I shouldn't have to pretend to like someone who doesn't really like me anyways. There are a few people that I realized I really miss. People I lost touch with for some reason or another that I desperately want back.
I plan to make some real life changes soon and they'll be for the better.
I had planned on giving my two weeks notice today, but I opted to instead tell my boss that I don't want my lead position. I am not comfortable with it and if I still have a problem then I will be quitting later on down the road. I think I am going to try to go down to Vancouver on Saturday night until the following Tuesday. Being away from my mom is just making all of my problems seem worse.
I am learning about who my friends really are. Who will be there for me and who is around simply for personal gain. I am really disappointed in the latter. I guess I'm just naive enough to think that someone would put the same amount of effort that I do into a friendship. I plan on cutting out the people who are just in it to get something out of me. As if friendship weren't enough. I don't have the energy to care about people who don't really care about me. I shouldn't have to pretend to like someone who doesn't really like me anyways. There are a few people that I realized I really miss. People I lost touch with for some reason or another that I desperately want back.
I plan to make some real life changes soon and they'll be for the better.