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I am pretty agravated right now.
It seems like no matter what I do I am always wrong. I can never make anyone happy.
It was painfully obvious last night when I was leaving to go hang out with some friends from work and I was told that I'm never home.
No shit I'm never home. I'm stressed out from working 2 jobs, one of which is just me and the manager right now. I worked 48 hours in 5 days last week. When I do get the chance, I like to go out and actually live like a 20 year old. I think I deserve to go out for all the patience I've had concerning moving, my crazy job, and the wedding. Some of my friends I haven't seen for 3 weeks. They want to see me too. I am sorry if I am not Susie homemaker and I don't relish the thought of coming home to having people in my face every second until I go to bed, but I have people in my face all day long. I either am in a box at the mall for 12 hours or I am chained to a register for 8 hours having dumb bitches yell at me about why there aren't any more soccer shorts. Maybe because you waited until the last fucking minutes, dumbass.
I just want to be allowed to do what I want. I am dealing with a lot right now and sometimes going out is what helps me. I shouldn't be chastised for having friends. I'm not hurting anyone by going out. I've been very patient lately with all of my stress and it's coming to a boil and is about to spill over. I can only take so much more before I snap.
And by the way, the only person who should be allowed to complain isn't saying a word, so what's the deal??
It seems like no matter what I do I am always wrong. I can never make anyone happy.
It was painfully obvious last night when I was leaving to go hang out with some friends from work and I was told that I'm never home.
No shit I'm never home. I'm stressed out from working 2 jobs, one of which is just me and the manager right now. I worked 48 hours in 5 days last week. When I do get the chance, I like to go out and actually live like a 20 year old. I think I deserve to go out for all the patience I've had concerning moving, my crazy job, and the wedding. Some of my friends I haven't seen for 3 weeks. They want to see me too. I am sorry if I am not Susie homemaker and I don't relish the thought of coming home to having people in my face every second until I go to bed, but I have people in my face all day long. I either am in a box at the mall for 12 hours or I am chained to a register for 8 hours having dumb bitches yell at me about why there aren't any more soccer shorts. Maybe because you waited until the last fucking minutes, dumbass.
I just want to be allowed to do what I want. I am dealing with a lot right now and sometimes going out is what helps me. I shouldn't be chastised for having friends. I'm not hurting anyone by going out. I've been very patient lately with all of my stress and it's coming to a boil and is about to spill over. I can only take so much more before I snap.
And by the way, the only person who should be allowed to complain isn't saying a word, so what's the deal??