Ugh, so tired of it.

Aug 07, 2006 14:46

I'm tired of the games. I'm tired of the chasing and being chased.

I know this is kind of weird to be hearing from me but whatever.

I am tired of it all. I have a man to love that loves me back. We are happy together, we enjoy each other and are just enjoying the moments as they come. I'm not getting married now, but he is the man I want to marry and build a family with.

So why is it that people still think I am available in some way?

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T GET IT YET:
I have no desire to date you, ever. No matter how sweet you are, how right we would be together, any of that bullshit.

If I did end up single I think I would end up being single for a long time. I'm tired of the "I like you" game, the "will we date or just fuck?" game. I'm looking around and seeing people I graduated with, people younger than me that I went to high school with and they are happy, they are with someone, they are a step from the altar. Why don't I have that yet? I am so ready for that, yet it's the furthest thing from me.
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