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tyson's baby, ariat, died today. she started crashing this morning. i held her head in my lap as we put her to sleep... i have never, ever put this much love, effort and time into one baby. and it hurts. a week of sleepless nights and nursing every one or two hours will make you fall head over heels for any baby, but she was extra special... she's all i had left of tyson. i loved ariat b/c she was ariat, but she meant that much more b/c of tyson.
i want to die right now. but this makes me want to be a vet even more than ever. i want to do it for tyson, ariat, voyager, halley and all the others. this is what im meant to do with my life.
i want to die right now. but this makes me want to be a vet even more than ever. i want to do it for tyson, ariat, voyager, halley and all the others. this is what im meant to do with my life.