a night out is so no big deal to anyone but me...
augh, so last night was like a lot of fun for me cuz it was something that i want to get into! but when i tell hannah its just no big deal to her....ya i had alcohol "o whoopee kel you're so badass" a guy i thought was hot was around me a lot "o cool..." why can't people be happy for me? i am always happy when hannah says she saw/talked to kyle, even though i dont really give a shit! god im sick of being the good little girl where no one believes me if i do anything! ok ya i think bobby was maybe a little into me all right??/ and maybe thats just me but if i think it cant u be happy for me?? god its just so unfair! i cant do anything bad in which people will believe me! fuck